Love´s Embrace

Loves Embrace

if we could only see

how much love embraces us

we would never be ashamed

never seek to blame

surrounds us

envelopes us

creates us

it is our divine decree

to be

this love that abounds

this is what our life was meant to be

to be free

to love one another

to share the deep cosmic truth

that seeks to express

itself

in our life

Trust yourSelf

Inside
each one of us
is a guide
a perfect source of one-ness
never a failing moment
does it provide
inspiration in every torment
a quiet stillness does reside
a peace and guidance from within
it will speak truth in every din
a still small voice trained, instructed in perfect choice
this channel, this spirit is not apart
it transects, intersperses, all transits
all molecules, galaxies from the start
this was your original gift from the One
from it evolves, creates, expresses all you´ve become
this spark, this star from God is yours alone
and it is what will bring you home
so trust it, find it, make the choice
for from it, by it, comes your true voice
it is connected to All That Is
and with its direction you will never miss

My friend Guillermo

It is exactly one year ago today that my friend Guillermo Rodriguez passed in my arms. In fact, this may have been the time too. It was definitely a strange day. We were meeting with the mayor of the town Caicedonia to discuss development projects. Guillermo was an amazing person. He was a chemist and a physicist. He was born in Armenia, Colombia (where I worked with him) but spent many years in the states.Amazingly he studied in Rockford, IL and then went on to work at a nuclear power plant and then the particle accelerator at Zion, in 1981-82 (see Vitae)

He had worked various jobs, chemist professor, the particle accelerator in Illinois and even started his own Bees wax bleaching business in Florida. Apparently is was incredibly successful, starting in his kitchen and then on to making millions. This was until hurricane Andrew wiped out the bees, I guess in 1995 or so.

In 2008 Guillermo returned to Colombia to be with his aging mother. I met him first via the phone when my wife heard him speak about inventing and entrepreneurship in Armenia. Martha was sure we would hit it off.

When I came back to Armenia a couple months after we talked on the phone, I got to know Guillermo very well. We worked as partners for 10 months. He could produce over 2000 products. Incredible things, such as 90 different kinds of soaps, 8 different kinds of "solid" alcohol, biodiesel from used cooking oil, an x-ray mirror, precious stones, etc., etc.

I was helping him with trying to get support to create a few different factories. The most prominent was to create an oil recycling, or cleaning plant. He could clean, to brand new specifications, used oil for $0.25/gallon. We had also put together plans for his biodiesel plant, and he also had interests to build a plant to recycle used tires.

Even though what Guillermo claimed seemed incredible, unbelievable, everything he said he could do he would produce. Some days he would tell me he could make something in a new way, go back to his kitchen in his apartment and then the next day there the product would be.

He did this one day with 4 natural herbicides. We had been visiting a coffee farmer who was complaining about Round-up, costs, etc., and Guillermo said "I can make 7 different kinds of herbicides that are not toxic". The next day he showed up with 4 spray bottles to do a test on some plots for the farmer. About 4 days later we heard from the farmer saying they all worked.

It was a very strange day one year ago. I was honored to know and work with Guillermo. We went through very challenging times together as he never did get someone to come forth to support his ideas that literally could have changed the world.

The last thing he said to the mayor was "I don´t want to die before I bring my ideas to the world". After he said this, I was telling the mayor how my wife, Mario, myself and Guillermo were there to be of Service, I put my hand on Guillermo´s shoulder and he collapsed. We rushed him to the car as fast as we could. The hospital was only a few minutes away.

Our friend Mario was holding Guillermo, and I had him in my arms telling him to stay with us. I heard his last breath a minute or two after we got into the car.

He was only 63. But he had a full life. I didn´t expect him to pass of heart failure because he seemed so healthy. He walked everywhere. Well, in any case, I know Guillermo is on to grander adventures. It was great to be a part of his life. He taught me important lessons. Maybe some day I will dream and he will send me some of his formulas.

In any case, my aim is to continue to do the work that we were working on - to help people be free. To help people have clean water and energy. To make the world a place where we can all Share in the interests of a happy world.

It is strange to think that last year we woke up with a friend and by about noon he had left for other worlds.

Take care Guillermo, and likely we will meet again.

Andy

In The Arms of Your Soul- A Message from Archangel Michael - Channeled Through and Written by Carolyn Ann O’Riley - June 2010

Welcome and Greetings My Beautiful Beings of Light to another issue of the monthly messages.

The Creator sends you love. Close your eyes and feel the vortex of Creator’s Love swirl around you from head to toe. Just allowing this wondrous Love gift to be with you for as long as it is desired My Beloveds. You are all so loved, so cherished and adored. If you feel the necessity with the acceptance of this gift for tears of joy, let them flow. This Love is very powerful and cannot be felt anywhere else on this Earth Plane accept in your own inner awareness of who you are and where you really are from. Your Remembrance of this Love is one reason you are searching so for love in all the wrong places, My Beautiful Beings of Light. It is The Creator’s Love that you are seeking but you’ve not connected all the dots to bring about that trigger or Ah Ha moment that connects your true history and source with your current incarnation and human physicality.

The Earth Plane dramas and chaos continue and they will go on for some time My Beloveds. The Blessed Earth Mother is in equal unrest and discomfort. You are all evolving at such a tremendous pace.

My Divine Beings of Grace do as much as you can please to remove the debris and non-forgiveness from your energy fields. Your own personal daily centering and balancing with all that is occurring will go a long way in helping your physical bodies deal with the stress and uncertainty that you are feeling within these moment of NOW.

Remember the more energy that is put out into the Earth Plane’s energy field of a negative or unstable nature, only creates those experiences within your own incarnation journey. It is time for you to awaken and realize that your clear connection and guidance for bringing in peace starts with each of you being clear channels of peace and higher wisdom My Divine Beings of Grace. Draw peace and higher wisdom towards you, filtering it through cleared energy fields and forgiveness.

Take responsibility for your actions and forgive the actions of others towards you that you have perceived as being negative.

Forgiveness My Beloveds does not mean that you condone or accept the negative actions of others. It simply means that you accept that the action occurred and you are intending to release the hurt, emotions and feelings that are creating pain in your cell tissues an energy fields. The learning will stay within your memory fields forever but the emotional trauma is then released so that it can be cleared and healed.

Forgiveness also My Beloveds keeps the lesson from having to be repeated over and over again. When you release the pain through forgiveness it is not constantly coming back up in your awareness. It is that repeated loop of negative/trauma itself that keep replaying bringing this back up over and over again. This constant loop keeps that negative/trauma in your awareness until it is neutralized, so to speak with forgiveness. That which you fear My Beloveds you draw near.

These are contracted experiences that you scripted for yourself My Beautiful Beings Of Light. Yes the most joyous moments, the in-between moments and the blackest of moments you scripted for yourself My Beloveds. Once the script was completed My Beloveds you then enlisted those your held closest, and dearest within your Spiritual Families and Acquaintances and yes even loved the most to play some of the most horrid of characters in your life play. Those you loved the most could be trusted to carry out their roles of betray, hurt and deceit to the farthest degree possible because they loved you enough to do it for you, because you asked them to play those roles. If you can remember and accept that you requested these experiences so much more insight and knowing would surface within your awareness for your understanding. Your information My Beloveds is on a need to know basis from the Universe. Until the Universe deems that you are ready for the revelations they will not surface from your memory banks or though Divine Guidance My Beloveds.

Remember, remember, remember, remember My Beloveds each of you signed up to be here within these moments. You knew when you volunteered that this was no picnic. These are rather tumultuous times to assist Mass Consciousness and all within the Earth Plane to walk through evolutionary growth at warp speed.

Your assistance to the Planet and also to your Higher Self is so very much appreciated My Beloveds. Know that your Angelic support staff is waiting in the wings for your invitation so that they can assist you further My Divine Joyous Beings.

Allow this Messenger to take you on a mediation journey.

Arrange yourself in your chair or lie on a bed so that you are comfortable. Keep your legs and arms from crossing if at all possible as this blocks the flow of energy. Cover yourself with a light blanket if you chill easily. We want you comfortable and undisturbed for a while as you journey within yourself through meditation.

Close your eyes and take a comfortable deep breath, then comfortably exhale as hard as is possible. With each in breath, you are breathing in love. With each out breath, you are breathing out fear and doubt. Take another comfortable deep breath in and comfortably exhale just letting all the stress go. Take another comfortable deep breath in and then just exhaling letting it all go with a sigh as you are breathing out all frustrations of the day.

Feel your body relaxing from your toes to the top of your head. Give yourself permission to feel the calm and peace. Your muscles are feeling loose and limp, so relaxed, so deliciously serene, so wonderfully lazy.

Direct your ego self to perch on your left shoulder. Instruct your ego self that it is only to be an observer on this journey, it is not to participate. If it helps you to visualize by identifying your ego with a symbol or as an object please do so.

In your imagination ask through prayer for The Creator to send you down a protective Ray of White Light by praying mentally something like this “My Creator I AM asking for a protective Ray of White Light to enfold me and lift me up so that I am experiencing the very highest of vibrations during this journey into my inner most depths of understanding and Being. I am protecting myself My Creator from anything that is not for my highest good on this journey. I am thanking you My Creator for assisting me by sending this Ray. I am visualizing the ray in my imagination now coming down through the corner of the area where I am meditating. It is entering into my physical form, permeating all that is within my I AM presence.”

The Creator has responded to your prayer and has gifted you with an Iridescent White Ray plus a Two Golden Fluid Rays for this journey. The Rays are entering into your body through the soles of your feet and moving up through your physical vessel; permeating throughout all of your etheric energy fields & physical vessel and into all corners of the actual area that you are meditating in; then the rays are exiting through your Crown Chakra. The Rays are returning to The Creator and cycling back down through you again and back to The Creator in a continuous circular loop. These protective therapeutic rays are in a continuous circular motion while you are in meditation.

You are now divinely protected at this moment and nothing can even communicate with you, that is not for your highest good, without your permission.

My Divine Beings of Light. You are breathing very slowly and evenly now; you are feeling secure and safe.

Breathe in deeply My Beautiful Beings of Light and feel the lighter relaxed feelings of being protected & divinely guided into this meditation. Breathe in deeply and know that you are breathing to the Pulse of The Creator. Listen to The Creator’s spiritual heart beat and feel the unconditional love that courses through you each time you think about this moment.

Breathe in deeply allowing and seeing within your spiritual imagination your Guardian Angels and invited Spirit Guides as they join you. The Angels take your etheric essence hands and guides you out of your physical body and directs you into your Etheric Spiritual Heart Chakra. An Angel has been stationed to stay with your physical essence until you return from your meditation journey.

You are seeing, feeling and sensing this within your imagination, Your Guardian Angels, Spirit Guides and special invited guests are now within your Spiritual Heart Chakra with you. Your Angels and Guides are helping you locate the Golden Door that says “To My Highest Guidance Within” you turn the etheric spiritual door knob and cross over the threshold knowing that you are on a spiritual growth adventure.

You find yourself in a White Marble Corridor. Your Angels are guiding you on down the hall to the door on your left. You open the door cross over the threshold and look up. You find yourself in a meadow. You look out over the vista and see a growth of trees off to your right. A wooden bridge over a creek on the path to your left. You see a mountain on the other side of the bridge with steps going up the side of it. Then off to your far right very very high up on the mountain you see something glistening in the sunlight. Your Angels point and tell you that this is your very own crystal palace. This is where you are going today your Angels relate.

Wow you say to yourself this is a beautiful place. Your Angels have arranged expedited transportation to your crystal palace for you today. You look around for some type of vehicle and your Angels just laugh. They look up at the sky and summon a white puffy cloud to descend to your level. You think to yourself that this could be interesting riding on a puffy white cloud. Your Angels describe it as something similar to flying on a magic carpet, you will love it, your Angels tell you.

Excited about this new adventure you hop on the cloud which actually feels more solid than one would think a cloud to be. Off the cloud zips at warp speed, ascends the mountain in one single pouf and lands you there on top of the mountain in your Garden of Serenity.

You tell your Angels you love this mode of transportation and they node and tell you good because you will be returning via this same cloud. Up walks a golden unicorn and introduces himself as Jake. You say hello and you and Jake follow the path to the crystal palace. You laugh at Jakes jokes on the way, he has a wonderful sense of humor.

You arrive at the crystal palace’s golden front door and find your name as you hold it in this incarnation transcribed on the name panel. Your Angels tell you that as you are ready that you will be able to read all the other names that you have ever held within any life time. These names are also written on this same golden door below the current name plate. You are curious and look down. The Angels remind you that only when you are ready will you be able to read the other names.

Your Angels turn the door handle for you and you cross of the threshold. There on the entry floor you see wonderful colored circles from the refracting crystal above. Your Angels explain that each colored circle has a special message for you, if you are ready to receive it. You play hop scotch with the colored circles for a few moments and your Angels tell you that you may come back at anytime now that you have remembered the way, but for today you need to continue on.

From the entry hall you are directed into a very large room. In this room along the perimeter of the room you see doors leading off to various rooms that you can work in when visiting. The door that you are being directed to today says “ Your Soul”.

You turn the door knob and cross over the threshold. There at the head of the room is a very much larger duplicate image of yourself. You feel the deepest of love for this image. Your Angels tell you that this is your very own Soul. Your Soul walks up to you and immediately takes you in its arms hugging you so gently. You cannot believe how good and how natural this feels to you. There is absolutely no sense or stray feeling at all that this is not part of you.

You just stay in that embrace for as long as the Soul continues, never wanting to part from this part of yourself. Your Soul gently guides you to a large leather chair there in the center of the room. It looks so worn and comfortable. Your Soul sits down and then just as if you were its child picks you up and places you on its lap. Your Soul cradles you and sings your very own song to you. It has a picture book of some of your most significant moments within this current incarnation that you look at together. The script of this incarnation is in the front of this book. Your Soul reminds you that you both wrote this script along with your Spiritual Advisors and had asked for these experiences. You relay to your Soul how difficult so many of these moments have been for you and how frightened you are of what is to come. Your Soul pulls you tighter and tells you there there, there there, we are going to get through this incarnation together. The tears of pent up stress and pain just well up over your eye lids and roll down onto your cheeks. Your Soul pulls a handkerchief from its pocket and dabs away the tears. For some reason you just can’t stop crying and it seems like forever until you can once again regain your composure. Your Soul just sits there quietly holding you allowing you to release all the emotions that you have stuffed inside yourself both real and imagined.

You feel such a sense of relief and realize how much clearer you feel in all of your energy fields from just releasing these hurtful traumas and fears. You just lean back on your Soul’s shoulder and drink in the love and feelings emanating of being cherished and nurtured. You stay there just being cradled by your Soul for what seems like forever but realize that it has only been a short while. Your Soul reminds you that now that you have remembered the way you can come and visit more often.

Your Soul then turns the script pages and reveals a little more of what you will experience within the coming weeks and months. You look and now realize that you can walk a little further within this incarnation journey now that you have communicated and reconnected to your very own Soul.

Your Soul reminds you that you need to return and complete your script. Your Soul reminds you also that you are the only one within the Earth Play that has the puzzle piece gift that needs to be put into place. You node your head in agreement and realize that you have had this support all along, you had just forgotten.

You get up from your Soul’s lap and give your Soul another long tight hug and walk with your Angels back out of the room. You find yourself back in the entry hall and your Angels guide you back out the door. There you find your awaiting cloud conveyance. Jake, the golden unicorn waits for you there. You stroke Jakes ears and thank him for being your friend.

You hop back up on the cloud and whish you are off again. You land back in the meadow, open the door you came out of. You walk back up the hall.

You instantly find yourself back in the White Marble Corridor.

You catch a glimpse of your glowing Essence in the mirror. Your Angels lead you back across the golden door threshold, back into your Spiritual Heart Chakra and then they assist the return of your spiritual Essence back into your physical form.

Wiggle your fingers and toes and when ready open your eyes. Go about your day remembering that your Inner Higher Wisdom and Angelic support staff are always at your service working with you to help you reach your highest most appropriate potential.

Beloveds you are blessed beyond words and loved beyond measure, more than any Earth Plane language can ever express.

I Am Archangel Michael, The Creator’s Messenger, of Love, Joy, Wisdom, Light, Peace and Grace.

This Message was Channeled Through & Transcribed by Carolyn Ann O’Riley.

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I will be happy when?

June 13, 2010

I will be happy when,
some tragic past event comes undone?
When I get the job that I have dreamed about?
Conditioned happiness is a guarantee for unhappiness,
This state of mind is one lacking gratitude
For God´s love
That pours down and sustains us
Always, All ways,
When we sit in judgment of what is,
Dissatisfied with the condition of our lives.
And even those around us, or what happens in the world.
We are missing the point.
Our greatest fear is not being loved.
But we are loved.
By the only Being that is important.
And all the conditions of the world,
Are as they are, exactly as supposed.
all is in perfect order.
And yet in our tiny minds,
all is in disorder.
When will I allow myself to be happy?
When will all of the things and aspects of my life
be situated in a way where I will be at peace?
When I make up my mind to be grateful.
for all of the gifts I have been given.
My life, my experiences, the ones I love, the beauty of the world,
But especially the love of God.
That can work through me clearly.
When I am open to the channel.
Because the flow is always present.
Whether I believe, feel, or know it.
It is all that sustains me.
There is no other way.
So, today I make a commitment.
To let this love flow.
To be a beacon, a lighthouse to the world.
To shine the truth of God´s love.
I promise to be happy now.
And to be grateful for what I have.
No conditions have to change.
Except for as they are Now.
And so it be . . . eternally.

My Shadow, My Power

June 12, 2010

Life has guided me
Without my knowing
Inexorably toward some destination
I cannot see where
But now I know, it does not matter
Because all that I have gone through
Is where I was supposed to go
What I believed has now revealed,
itself to be an illusion
I believed the stories I was told
Thinking too I entered a prison
One contained in the story
of suffering, war, starvation
The valley of the shadow of death
Is the reflection of my own thoughts
Those I needed to entertain
Possessed as a spirit in a ghost
The ghost of my thinking world
Disconnected from the Spirit of life
The ever present energy of life
Pulsating, expanding, omniscient
This is the Truth
But to really know life
I had to experience something else
This “other” created in my mind
A “reality” situated outside of Love
Somehow floating, entertaining my mind
With an eternal cacophony of chaos
Thoughts in a void
But this is not me
It all is me, I am one with the One
But One cannot experience One until
There is something other
So in this way I too
have been playing a game
Discovering the power
In my ability to create
Realities in thought apart
From Truth ever present
Of Love´s eternal grace
The Source of my Being is Love
Together immersed in the One
But to appreciate this ecstatic state
I had to have of none
The futility of a thought reality
Attached to a dream
This is the shadow of the valley
Or those dancing on the walls
But when I turned around I found
The truth of being ever one
This is my freedom I´ve been seeking
No place else but here and now.

Love Found

Love Found

I believe this poem came from my higher self. I wrote it 2 days after I met my soul-mate, and did not edit it at all

To Mi Amore – Martha
Dr. Andrew Neil Skadberg, December 20, 2007



A few days past I awoke up happy with the life I had
Not realizing the surprise that had been cast
Carefully assessing my work, it was not sad
Grateful for the joys, sorrows, loves past
Accepting, knowing, thanking I’d been loved, shared love, enjoyed the bread
But gift intended for my receipt
May I had known, what little I’d been shown
I had no idea what Love might be
An ocean that reaches far beyond what I could see
Loves embrace, of which one morsel
Infinitely sublime
Like a ray of sunshine blessed unto one blind
Enveloped in peace, floating in the purest, tranquility with no end But how could this be?
I found myself being invited to a Love
One with no end
A place where I felt lost, yet found
Finally a place where my heart could land
No longer yearning for something just around the bend
I think, I feel, no believe, no I know!
That I have found A place, a person, a Love
Yes the essences, the state, the place, the be-ing
It must be, could it? My home?
Yes, I feel it, believe it, know it
The only one, the magic, the wonder, the glory, the promise
The Kingdom of Heaven blessed upon
To comprehend how I might be
So graced with Love as with Thee
You my dear Martha, you are the One
I’ve been searching, yearning, seeking
Pouring Love from my heart in hopes to find
The one to return it in like kind
But there seems no way that I could match
Love so pure, so fine, so kind, divine
To wake today to know
The Great one would find me, bless me, give
– Love sublime
Follow your bliss, that is our guide
Yes today, I see, feel, believe, know
It never ends, yes, we’ve just begun
This journey, this Love, this discovery
The Love in your heart Dear, it never ends
And how could I, simple Andy, be so graced
So blessed to be the one
To sip, immersed and touched, invited by the Sun
I don’t know, but gratefully I will proceed
To feel Love of eternity’s needs
It flows from You unto me
And I pray to God for just one thing
To send, reflect, give back in equal steed
You, are my life, my love, my need
A few days ago I did not know
But now I do, it’s been decreed
From this day forth, there will be no life, without You
For You Love, to me, you’re my life’s Source

Thank you dear, dear Martha for opening your heart to me,
I will be eternally grateful . . . . and so it be . . .