We are One.
Living as two.
But two is not the truth,
of this you can be sure.
The One created this illusory reality,
In order to define,
An expression outside itself.
That being only love.
But that experiment is now complete.
A new reality will emerge.
A continuation of Divine Love.
But contrary to what we think we know,
this will truly be one of Free Will.
No longer vibrationally concurred.
A new opening will emerge.
Transitioning us to experience infinite Love.
But the choice will always be yours.
As it truly always has.
This adventure will emerge.
from the thoughts and fears you have.
So process now your ancient woes.
Replace with only Peace and Love.
From That which all emerges.
This peace yours and ours.
You will find it in your heart.
It is accessible through your Breath.
And yes, it is as simple as that!
But be diligent dear one.
For the new world will respond.
With eagerness and joy.
Delivering your wildest dreams.
Whether of fear or joy.
But if regrets or hate be your dominant trait,
that will assure that fate.
So come now to trust God.
The One who's always been,
supporting you.
One single breath - One by One.
A new amazing world awaits.
One fully immersed in Love.
But the actual experience,
will be totally up to you.
As it always has.
So now my friend, my love
What will You choose?
Your experience waits for you.
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Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Monday, October 18, 2010
Realization of Self Love
This is a very personal description of a great discovery about self-love and the teachings of Jesus and the ten commandments.
About twelve years ago (1997), I was recovering from divorce. It turned out to be one of the most challenging times in my life. This process literally took years. I am not sure why I drug it out so long, but that was just the process. I mostly felt myself to have been a failure as a father. Not upholding the social agreement of marriage, mostly for the sake of my son.
I struggled a great deal financially, probably a form of self punishment. I also had periods of deep sorrow- even so far as contemplating the end of my life. I never went so far to actually do anything, just going to that place of desperate resignation. The most profound of these times I actually went to the place of no feelings. Ambivalence, numbness, not caring. That I discovered is a much more desperate and dangerous place than anger or depression.
When I was at the lowest place I was in my apartment and I picked up the Bible. Now, I have never read the Bible to any great extent. I have tried a number of times, but found the language difficult to comprehend. Plus I have come to believe that much of the greatest truths to have been culled out. However, I still believe that it is filled with great wisdom and truth, it is just difficult for me to decipher what might have been added or deleted. Not the best use of my time, this is my opinion.
However, on this occasion I opened up the book at random, dropped my finger on the passage where the disciples are asking Jesus to speak on the commandments, I remember reading "and what of the ten commandments"? And Jesus's response, in my recollection "There are only two. Love God with all your being. And Love your neighbor as yourself".
Reading this caused great realizations for me, and insights on my perspectives on love of self, and also my access to the love of God. You see, I read in that passage in the Bible, having a scientific mind, a case of deductive reasoning. The bottom line, or the basic challenge of Jesus' message relates to Self love. The deduction, or the leap of reasoning comes because he did not mention three points - 1) Love God, 2) Love Yourself, and 3) Love Your Neighbor as Yourself. The second step in this reasoning is missing.
Why? I assume that Jesus "assumed" that we would love ourselves. But is this the case in our world? I think mostly not. For many reasons - one is that it has become "tabu" in many ways to "Love ourselves" (e.g. narcissism, arrogance, selfishness).
However, as I have since discovered, if I don't harbor Love in my heart for myself, how can I truly Love others? And I am not talking about "selfish" love. I'm talking about the Love for God and for all others. For if I truly Love Andy in the true sense of Love then I do not have to worry about selfish love. My brother-in-law many years ago (1981) confronted me on this. I think I said something him to about loving my girlfriend more than I loved myself. And he replied, "Andy how can you expect others to Love you, if you don't Love yourself?" This I have realized over the years is one of the most powerful questions a person can ask - either of themselves, or of a dear one.
This reverie from the quote from Jesus made me think why I might have arrived at the point of not Loving myself. I thought that it probably had something to do with pain - and pain being a sign of being excluded from God's Love, which to me is the greatest fear. Much greater than the fear of death. (a little digression, imagine the world of people living day to day their greatest fear as their truth!)
I thought back to my first unconscious "comprehension" of God - which would have been my parents. They were bigger than me, took care of all my needs, protected me, loved me. But did they love me when they punished me? I think I came to understand/feel that when I did "bad", I was being excluded from Love. When I felt pain, either external or internal, I began to separate myself from Love. I began to believe that I could actually do something and become un-Lovable. A ridiculous notion as I understand today, but for most of my life I believed, I felt this. As my friend Tom says "little Andy", had programmed this idea into the very core of my being. This is the idea that the church has placed on us. The idea of "original sin", or at least the way that I interpreted it. And, if I look at many people in the world, I think others believe it too.
In any case, I examined this idea of doing things, and being "out of Love". And it explained my behaviors. You see, once I was out of Love, or had excluded myself consciously, it doesn't matter. Bad in degrees is immaterial. And, because of the internal pain, the need to blot it out became more and more necessary. Thus, in my case, I turned to drugs and alcohol as a young person. However, at the time of this experience reading the Bible, in 1997, I had been 16 year sober.
I think I somehow got the idea or belief that if I felt pain, I wasn't being Loved. Of course it started with my parents, but then I think it extended to God, and of course to everyone. Because, how or why would I feel pain (which is "bad") if I was Loved?
Pain is a sign of being a "sinner" and "sinners" can't be Loved by God, right? Because we have to become an "un-sinner" for God to really Love us, right? We have to become totally clean to be accepted into the Love of God. And this only happens when you "do something", and are transformed into being "white as snow". But if I feel pain inside, then I feel that I am the same. I know that this is not the case, and this seems like a very childish way of understanding. However, I think this childish "program" was actually running in my life - it explained my behaviors.
In truth, I do not think God condemns. It is a man made construct, like so many other concepts that have imprisoned us - but these are OK, because there is a purpose to all.
I also realized at this moment that pain is not "bad". It is merely an aspect on a continuum. And, in actuality, it can be very, very good. In fact, it was deep and desperate pain that lead me to "no pain", no cares, no feeling which was the stimulus for all of these epiphanies about "Self Love". And in that moment, and in previous moments, I realized that "pain" can be exquisite. And then I wasn't sitting in judgment about my feelings, about my actions, which would result in me being excluded from God's Love, which is not possible.
Whether I consciously bought into the idea of "sin" and condemnation, I think at some level I believed that I had done things that had placed me out of God's Love. Divorce.
Abandoning my son (this was my "programmed" belief). Having a tendency to be somewhat of a "womanizer". But this actually tied to my own condemnation of myself. It became a self fulfilling prophecy. It was like, OK, I'm already a "screw-up" (a sinner) so fuck it! And I had come to believe that I was the kind of person to do those things. So, if I believe myself to be that kind of person, how could I do anything else? But in reality all I was doing in that process was trying to find love. Love from others. Love to fill the void in me. But no other person can ever fill that void. Because that was a void created by my lack of Love for my Self.
And I think Loving my Self first is actually one of the most gracious things that I could ever do. I am God's first gift to me. To my person. This physical, spiritual and intellectual being was God's gift to me first. And from there, all other expressions arise, at least in my conscious experience.
I realized this in another way a few years ago when I heard the song by Bad Company "Feel like making Love". I realized that we are supposed to be "Love factories". But how could I generate Love if I don't have the first ingredient - Love for the being, the gift that God gave me - me, myself and I. Isn't it a tremendous lack of gratitude to not love what God gave me, first?
Through all of this thinking I realized that "Self love" was to "Love God with All My Being" - and that if I could accomplish Self Love in the most pure and profound way, then "Love Others as Your Self" would flow naturally and effortlessly. That was the "missing deduction" in Jesus's statement about there only being two commandments.
I also realized that maybe, these feelings, were God experiencing itself through me. I imagined my joys, sorrows, and the agelessness of the feelings. I imagined how my body, and my mind seem to age, but my feelings don't. I thought of the loves and deepness of those profound feelings that I had experienced in my life and felt that that truly was a God living through me. And those forces are the ones that have motivated me, truly to seek Love with all my being. To be Love in all ways that I can.
So what next? Forgiveness. Yes, but if God doesn't condemn why would I need forgiveness?
I don't really know, but for me at that (and this) moment, the forgiveness was to know that God's Love was immediately available to me - all-ways, always. It happened to me long ago when I realized my life was in the "shitter", I was a drunk and a junkie, mostly because of my dishonesty with myself. When I had this realization that dishonesty had created my twisted little life, and admitted I was lying, and committed to take a different path, and said the prayer "God help me". My life began to be totally different.
All I had to do, I guess, was to accept the Love to flow. It was there waiting. I didn't grow any new Love acceptance organs.
Oh, you may be thinking, why do I say that God doesn't judge - well for me, it's about Love. Love Loves it doesn't judge. And if God is Love then God doesn't judge. God just Loves.
So what I had to do at that moment was look at Andy, and see him for who he was, and just appreciate that he never meant to hurt anyone - on purpose. That many times he was confused, and did things that resulted in apparent "problems" but that those really don't matter to Love. That no matter what I think that I do that is bad, and no matter how bad I might feel, I am always Loved by God. Period. There is no way out of it. It is everywhere and always.
And today, I have learned more and more about my feelings and their connection to the Divine. That they are actually the "program" the "guidance system" that I was given in order to know how to avoid doing the things that were contrary to my, and others, best interest. But I didn't learn this until about 2 years ago.
About twelve years ago (1997), I was recovering from divorce. It turned out to be one of the most challenging times in my life. This process literally took years. I am not sure why I drug it out so long, but that was just the process. I mostly felt myself to have been a failure as a father. Not upholding the social agreement of marriage, mostly for the sake of my son.
I struggled a great deal financially, probably a form of self punishment. I also had periods of deep sorrow- even so far as contemplating the end of my life. I never went so far to actually do anything, just going to that place of desperate resignation. The most profound of these times I actually went to the place of no feelings. Ambivalence, numbness, not caring. That I discovered is a much more desperate and dangerous place than anger or depression.
When I was at the lowest place I was in my apartment and I picked up the Bible. Now, I have never read the Bible to any great extent. I have tried a number of times, but found the language difficult to comprehend. Plus I have come to believe that much of the greatest truths to have been culled out. However, I still believe that it is filled with great wisdom and truth, it is just difficult for me to decipher what might have been added or deleted. Not the best use of my time, this is my opinion.
However, on this occasion I opened up the book at random, dropped my finger on the passage where the disciples are asking Jesus to speak on the commandments, I remember reading "and what of the ten commandments"? And Jesus's response, in my recollection "There are only two. Love God with all your being. And Love your neighbor as yourself".
Reading this caused great realizations for me, and insights on my perspectives on love of self, and also my access to the love of God. You see, I read in that passage in the Bible, having a scientific mind, a case of deductive reasoning. The bottom line, or the basic challenge of Jesus' message relates to Self love. The deduction, or the leap of reasoning comes because he did not mention three points - 1) Love God, 2) Love Yourself, and 3) Love Your Neighbor as Yourself. The second step in this reasoning is missing.
Why? I assume that Jesus "assumed" that we would love ourselves. But is this the case in our world? I think mostly not. For many reasons - one is that it has become "tabu" in many ways to "Love ourselves" (e.g. narcissism, arrogance, selfishness).
However, as I have since discovered, if I don't harbor Love in my heart for myself, how can I truly Love others? And I am not talking about "selfish" love. I'm talking about the Love for God and for all others. For if I truly Love Andy in the true sense of Love then I do not have to worry about selfish love. My brother-in-law many years ago (1981) confronted me on this. I think I said something him to about loving my girlfriend more than I loved myself. And he replied, "Andy how can you expect others to Love you, if you don't Love yourself?" This I have realized over the years is one of the most powerful questions a person can ask - either of themselves, or of a dear one.
This reverie from the quote from Jesus made me think why I might have arrived at the point of not Loving myself. I thought that it probably had something to do with pain - and pain being a sign of being excluded from God's Love, which to me is the greatest fear. Much greater than the fear of death. (a little digression, imagine the world of people living day to day their greatest fear as their truth!)
I thought back to my first unconscious "comprehension" of God - which would have been my parents. They were bigger than me, took care of all my needs, protected me, loved me. But did they love me when they punished me? I think I came to understand/feel that when I did "bad", I was being excluded from Love. When I felt pain, either external or internal, I began to separate myself from Love. I began to believe that I could actually do something and become un-Lovable. A ridiculous notion as I understand today, but for most of my life I believed, I felt this. As my friend Tom says "little Andy", had programmed this idea into the very core of my being. This is the idea that the church has placed on us. The idea of "original sin", or at least the way that I interpreted it. And, if I look at many people in the world, I think others believe it too.
In any case, I examined this idea of doing things, and being "out of Love". And it explained my behaviors. You see, once I was out of Love, or had excluded myself consciously, it doesn't matter. Bad in degrees is immaterial. And, because of the internal pain, the need to blot it out became more and more necessary. Thus, in my case, I turned to drugs and alcohol as a young person. However, at the time of this experience reading the Bible, in 1997, I had been 16 year sober.
I think I somehow got the idea or belief that if I felt pain, I wasn't being Loved. Of course it started with my parents, but then I think it extended to God, and of course to everyone. Because, how or why would I feel pain (which is "bad") if I was Loved?
Pain is a sign of being a "sinner" and "sinners" can't be Loved by God, right? Because we have to become an "un-sinner" for God to really Love us, right? We have to become totally clean to be accepted into the Love of God. And this only happens when you "do something", and are transformed into being "white as snow". But if I feel pain inside, then I feel that I am the same. I know that this is not the case, and this seems like a very childish way of understanding. However, I think this childish "program" was actually running in my life - it explained my behaviors.
In truth, I do not think God condemns. It is a man made construct, like so many other concepts that have imprisoned us - but these are OK, because there is a purpose to all.
I also realized at this moment that pain is not "bad". It is merely an aspect on a continuum. And, in actuality, it can be very, very good. In fact, it was deep and desperate pain that lead me to "no pain", no cares, no feeling which was the stimulus for all of these epiphanies about "Self Love". And in that moment, and in previous moments, I realized that "pain" can be exquisite. And then I wasn't sitting in judgment about my feelings, about my actions, which would result in me being excluded from God's Love, which is not possible.
Whether I consciously bought into the idea of "sin" and condemnation, I think at some level I believed that I had done things that had placed me out of God's Love. Divorce.
Abandoning my son (this was my "programmed" belief). Having a tendency to be somewhat of a "womanizer". But this actually tied to my own condemnation of myself. It became a self fulfilling prophecy. It was like, OK, I'm already a "screw-up" (a sinner) so fuck it! And I had come to believe that I was the kind of person to do those things. So, if I believe myself to be that kind of person, how could I do anything else? But in reality all I was doing in that process was trying to find love. Love from others. Love to fill the void in me. But no other person can ever fill that void. Because that was a void created by my lack of Love for my Self.
And I think Loving my Self first is actually one of the most gracious things that I could ever do. I am God's first gift to me. To my person. This physical, spiritual and intellectual being was God's gift to me first. And from there, all other expressions arise, at least in my conscious experience.
I realized this in another way a few years ago when I heard the song by Bad Company "Feel like making Love". I realized that we are supposed to be "Love factories". But how could I generate Love if I don't have the first ingredient - Love for the being, the gift that God gave me - me, myself and I. Isn't it a tremendous lack of gratitude to not love what God gave me, first?
Through all of this thinking I realized that "Self love" was to "Love God with All My Being" - and that if I could accomplish Self Love in the most pure and profound way, then "Love Others as Your Self" would flow naturally and effortlessly. That was the "missing deduction" in Jesus's statement about there only being two commandments.
I also realized that maybe, these feelings, were God experiencing itself through me. I imagined my joys, sorrows, and the agelessness of the feelings. I imagined how my body, and my mind seem to age, but my feelings don't. I thought of the loves and deepness of those profound feelings that I had experienced in my life and felt that that truly was a God living through me. And those forces are the ones that have motivated me, truly to seek Love with all my being. To be Love in all ways that I can.
So what next? Forgiveness. Yes, but if God doesn't condemn why would I need forgiveness?
I don't really know, but for me at that (and this) moment, the forgiveness was to know that God's Love was immediately available to me - all-ways, always. It happened to me long ago when I realized my life was in the "shitter", I was a drunk and a junkie, mostly because of my dishonesty with myself. When I had this realization that dishonesty had created my twisted little life, and admitted I was lying, and committed to take a different path, and said the prayer "God help me". My life began to be totally different.
All I had to do, I guess, was to accept the Love to flow. It was there waiting. I didn't grow any new Love acceptance organs.
Oh, you may be thinking, why do I say that God doesn't judge - well for me, it's about Love. Love Loves it doesn't judge. And if God is Love then God doesn't judge. God just Loves.
So what I had to do at that moment was look at Andy, and see him for who he was, and just appreciate that he never meant to hurt anyone - on purpose. That many times he was confused, and did things that resulted in apparent "problems" but that those really don't matter to Love. That no matter what I think that I do that is bad, and no matter how bad I might feel, I am always Loved by God. Period. There is no way out of it. It is everywhere and always.
And today, I have learned more and more about my feelings and their connection to the Divine. That they are actually the "program" the "guidance system" that I was given in order to know how to avoid doing the things that were contrary to my, and others, best interest. But I didn't learn this until about 2 years ago.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Lesson 1 Light Star Study Group
June 22, 2010 Light Star Study Group
Here is a little, well actually not so little, compilation of ideas that might help people with changes that are occurring. I believe we are in for the most profound transitional times that humanity has experienced here on Earth. Some are calling is ascension. Desmond Green, my friend and mentor came up with "incension" the other day. I think this is very important because we, humanity as a whole, and as individuals, have been focusing on the external experience more than the internal. As above, so below - as outward, so inward so to speak.
What I share below comes from my experience. All that I share, I have done. All books and resources that I recommend, I have read and studied. That is why I can recommend them.
This is not about me telling you how to do something, this is about you discovering what works for you. These are just suggestions, based on what I did. I wouldn´t necessarily recommend what I did for others, because it likely is kind of confusing. But, there might be something useful here. Make it work for you - that is the key.
More than any one thing, as of late, I feel this idea of "remembering" is critical. Socrates believed that we don´t learn, we remember. In other words, like my son Joshua told me at 7 years old "our brains already know everything, we just don´t know it." Socrates demonstrated his theory. This perspective would totally shift education, and learning. Instead of seeking outside, we can find the answers inside. How do we do this? Ask questions - that is what Socrates did. That is what I have been doing for the last three years, finally discovering that my, unconscious, prayers have been answered - as Jesus shared at the Sermon on the Mount.
"Ask and it shall be given unto you."
"Seek and you shall find."
"Knock and it will be opened unto you."
Joshua also said "pain makes us stronger" - amazingly similar to what Frederick Nietzsche said - "what doesn´t kill us makes us stronger".
So, without further introduction, here are some suggestions for how a person might find out what is going with themselves, and with the world.
One of the first things to determine, with some level of objectivity is "what is the context" - to that end you might consider the following questions, and/or ideas.
Context – Seeing the Game, What is reality?, Who are we/You?
- Life and death is not what we think - you better get over any aversion to the idea of reincarnation.
- Suppression by threat, death, many other imaginary threats
- Busy-ness / money seems to be about the only real tool that is being used to keep our vibrations low.
- Parasites (e.g. "the powers that were" - existing governments, corporations, etc.) will do anything they think they need to, to maintain apparent control
1) It really is like a video game. Science proves this (What the bleep).
2) Bhagavad Gita authorizes to fight and win a righteous battle.
3) Accessing the Quiet voice, the still small voice, intuition
Who are we, what are you?
- Pineal, third eye, (suppression with fluoride, not proper breathing)
- Chakras
- How light moves through our bodies – Law of One (see Our Star Power).
- Paramahansa´s Yogi demonstrated eternal life, and reported the character of our existence (see Sri Yuketswar on Causal, astral, physical - from Autobiography of a Yogi)
- Emotional guidance system (Abraham Hicks – Jerry and Ester Hicks)
- Our Powers
o Energetic in nature (light, star stuff) - The Word
- Connected to God (Image and likeness,
“Anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these.” John 14: 12
“It is the father, living in me who is doing his work.” John 14: 10
o Creative - Thought - Angels
o Cosmic (maybe 11th density) - Higher assistance - ETs
What we need to do - this is, in my assessment what is going on, what we each need to accomplish to be a part of the new Earth
- Raising vibrations (together with the natural process that is occurring – Breath of God – See The Return of the Light)
- De-program, Clear the old programs, pain, guilts, suffering, focus on Now (Echart Tolle), “shoulds” (Louise Hay)
- Knowledge that you are in the game, know the rules of the game,
- Entertainment of the Game – detach emotionally from the show - "watching the wheels go round´and round´"(Lennon)
- Know eternal life (from all great spiritual teachings)
- Know what our true nature is – light, love (Wayne Dwyer demonstrates muscle test on interview with Louise Hay, “You can heal your life”)
- Did we create the game, and then get lost? – 11th dimensional beings (Andromedans – Alex Collier, “Defending Sacred Ground”)
- These movies, books, shows are signposts (Tron, 1984, Star Trek, Star Wars, The Matrix, Terminator, Dune, What the Bleep, Hitchhikers Guide, etc.)
- Connect with Gaia Vibrations currently going to 5D
How we are kept in the lower vibrations?
- Not following our guidance system - like the original "program" that was installed in us.
- Looking outside of ourselves for learning, guidance, how to live
- Focus on materialism (stuff, body, job, identification with worldly roles and responsibilities)
- Electromagnetic influences, technology, TV, news, bad news, etc.
- Chemicals in food, water, air (Colgate tootpaste, fluoride effects on Pineal)
The “Powers that Were” are (important change in phrase):
- Very insecure, look at the systems they use to maintain control – manifestation of their truth, their reality, but it doesn´t align with nature or the cosmos
- They are afraid of our power - scared shitless that we will access our true power – game over!!
- As suggested by the Andromedans, that we are “Gods”, that have somehow fallen into a trance and the “powers that were” have been vampiring off of this high level energy (Disney – the little mermaid)
What do we do? – How do we awaken?
- Meditate - enjoy the silence of your Self
- Spend time in nature
- Breathe – consciously, deeply, whenever we remember
- Follow guidance of feelings – follow your bliss
- Gather, surround yourself with other higher vibrational people
- Trust God (Source, the One, All That Is)
- Pray
- Seek God, know that All is in perfect order – try to find this feeling place
- Know that your final destination is God
- At least 51% “service to others – but likely much more, whatever you can accomplish
- Know that the Cosmos is “ever expanding possibilities” – Fact is Stranger than Fiction
- Have FUN!!!!
- De-program, from family, society, the collective dream of pain and suffering
- Seek God.
- Love One Another – 2 Commandments from Jesus, Love God with all your being, and love your neighbor as yourself. – assumes you LOVE YOURSELF!
- Seek the Truth
- Refine discernment
- Find and listen to your inner voice
The Gaia, or Earth Connection – we need to tap into this energy, and share our love.
- Gaia, an important aspect of awakening is connection to the Earth, that is where much of our power, our “Divine Light” is transferred from. Enters our bodies from our feet – you can learn about the process from “Our Star Power” extracted from the Law of One Series.
- The earth is reported to already be at 4D and she wants us to evolve with her.
The Human world “reality” does not match up with the harmony of nature/Cosmos. Seek the truth teachings of Love. See the old “reality” for what it was, so you can extract yourself, and recognize when it is trying to pull you down into lower vibrational energies.
Remembering / Education / Awakening – starting resources
- When Love Guides Your Thoughts, Andrew Skadberg, (Solomon)
- The Science of Getting Rich, Wallace D. Wattles
- There is a thinking stuff from which all things are made, and which, in its original state, permeates, penetrates, and fills the interspaces of the universe.
- A thought, in this substance, Produces the thing that is imaged by the thought.
- Man can form things in his thought, and, by impressing his thought upon formless substance, can cause the thing he thinks about to be created.
- Starseed Transmissions, Ken Carey
- Law of One Series, L/L Research
- Defending Sacred Ground, Alex Collier, Andromedan
- The Practice, and The 4th “R” - both in The Global Citizenship Passport by Desmond Green
- Cracking the Money Bands, Metatron
- Paramahansa Yogananda, Autobiography of a Yogi - Chapter on Sri Yuketswar´s return – 3 level nature
- Living from the Heart, James – Wingmakers
- Our Star Power – extracted from the Law of One Series
- Breath as a Single Solution – Wingmakers (Living from the Heart)
- Extracted exercises from the Law of One Series
Extra Terrestrial (ET), Other worlds, contacts, etc.
- Iarga
- Return of the Light
- Thiaoooba Prophecy
- The Day After Roswell, Corso
Recommended FREE Videos
David Wilcock – Event Horizon – 4 parts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEyqT2_ricA
Delores Cannon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihH0L_bffAA
David Wilcock interview with Graham Hancock
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvNEVvHgOOY
David Icke interview with Project Avalon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7WTxb-Oe7s&feature=related
The Day Before Disclosure
http://www.thedaybeforedisclosure.com/index.html
They Live – John Carpenter
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-9005367754264973286#
Other recommended books
- Bhagavad Gita
- Other´s inspirational books, just a few listed here.
o Conversations with God – Neal Donald Walsch
o Wayne Dwyer - audio book - Change Your Thoughts Change Your Life - interpretation of the Tao De Ching, by Lao Tsu
o You Can Heal Your Life, Louise Hay
o Books About Edgar Cayce.
o The Teachings of Abraham, Jerry and Ester Hicks
o Autobiography of a Yogi, Paramahansa Yogananda
o Think and Grow Rich, Napoleon Hill
o Seven Spiritual Laws of Success, Depak Chopra
o The Law of Success, Paramahansa Yogananda
Other Resources
David Wilcock (I highly recommend this) www.divinecosmos.com
L/L Research – Law of One Series http://www.llresearch.org/home.aspx
Whistle Blowers, etc. www.projectcamelot.org (be careful with this one)
Crop Circles - http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/index2.html
Disclosure Project, to get US government to disclose ET records http://www.disclosureproject.org/
Wingmakers - http://www.wingmakers.com/
Andy´s stuff
My Blog - www.13LightMessages.blogspot.com
Global Breath Consciousness Institute - Jamaica project
Vision Excelerator - Business, Idea incubator
Rural Innovation Institute - New Digital University - Experiential Education
QC Collective - local, creative arts and crafts, consignment shop using a cooperative model
Experience Co-Evolution Group - expert consulting team for tourism and economic development
Fun Movies to Watch, in the mainstream, which point to Higher Awareness
- Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
- Tron
- The Matrix
- What the Bleep do we know
- Star Trek Series
- Star Wars
- Many Disney movies have hidden signs and messages that point to the truth in some form or fashion.
Here is a little, well actually not so little, compilation of ideas that might help people with changes that are occurring. I believe we are in for the most profound transitional times that humanity has experienced here on Earth. Some are calling is ascension. Desmond Green, my friend and mentor came up with "incension" the other day. I think this is very important because we, humanity as a whole, and as individuals, have been focusing on the external experience more than the internal. As above, so below - as outward, so inward so to speak.
What I share below comes from my experience. All that I share, I have done. All books and resources that I recommend, I have read and studied. That is why I can recommend them.
This is not about me telling you how to do something, this is about you discovering what works for you. These are just suggestions, based on what I did. I wouldn´t necessarily recommend what I did for others, because it likely is kind of confusing. But, there might be something useful here. Make it work for you - that is the key.
More than any one thing, as of late, I feel this idea of "remembering" is critical. Socrates believed that we don´t learn, we remember. In other words, like my son Joshua told me at 7 years old "our brains already know everything, we just don´t know it." Socrates demonstrated his theory. This perspective would totally shift education, and learning. Instead of seeking outside, we can find the answers inside. How do we do this? Ask questions - that is what Socrates did. That is what I have been doing for the last three years, finally discovering that my, unconscious, prayers have been answered - as Jesus shared at the Sermon on the Mount.
"Ask and it shall be given unto you."
"Seek and you shall find."
"Knock and it will be opened unto you."
Joshua also said "pain makes us stronger" - amazingly similar to what Frederick Nietzsche said - "what doesn´t kill us makes us stronger".
So, without further introduction, here are some suggestions for how a person might find out what is going with themselves, and with the world.
One of the first things to determine, with some level of objectivity is "what is the context" - to that end you might consider the following questions, and/or ideas.
Context – Seeing the Game, What is reality?, Who are we/You?
- Life and death is not what we think - you better get over any aversion to the idea of reincarnation.
- Suppression by threat, death, many other imaginary threats
- Busy-ness / money seems to be about the only real tool that is being used to keep our vibrations low.
- Parasites (e.g. "the powers that were" - existing governments, corporations, etc.) will do anything they think they need to, to maintain apparent control
1) It really is like a video game. Science proves this (What the bleep).
2) Bhagavad Gita authorizes to fight and win a righteous battle.
3) Accessing the Quiet voice, the still small voice, intuition
Who are we, what are you?
- Pineal, third eye, (suppression with fluoride, not proper breathing)
- Chakras
- How light moves through our bodies – Law of One (see Our Star Power).
- Paramahansa´s Yogi demonstrated eternal life, and reported the character of our existence (see Sri Yuketswar on Causal, astral, physical - from Autobiography of a Yogi)
- Emotional guidance system (Abraham Hicks – Jerry and Ester Hicks)
- Our Powers
o Energetic in nature (light, star stuff) - The Word
- Connected to God (Image and likeness,
“Anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these.” John 14: 12
“It is the father, living in me who is doing his work.” John 14: 10
o Creative - Thought - Angels
o Cosmic (maybe 11th density) - Higher assistance - ETs
What we need to do - this is, in my assessment what is going on, what we each need to accomplish to be a part of the new Earth
- Raising vibrations (together with the natural process that is occurring – Breath of God – See The Return of the Light)
- De-program, Clear the old programs, pain, guilts, suffering, focus on Now (Echart Tolle), “shoulds” (Louise Hay)
- Knowledge that you are in the game, know the rules of the game,
- Entertainment of the Game – detach emotionally from the show - "watching the wheels go round´and round´"(Lennon)
- Know eternal life (from all great spiritual teachings)
- Know what our true nature is – light, love (Wayne Dwyer demonstrates muscle test on interview with Louise Hay, “You can heal your life”)
- Did we create the game, and then get lost? – 11th dimensional beings (Andromedans – Alex Collier, “Defending Sacred Ground”)
- These movies, books, shows are signposts (Tron, 1984, Star Trek, Star Wars, The Matrix, Terminator, Dune, What the Bleep, Hitchhikers Guide, etc.)
- Connect with Gaia Vibrations currently going to 5D
How we are kept in the lower vibrations?
- Not following our guidance system - like the original "program" that was installed in us.
- Looking outside of ourselves for learning, guidance, how to live
- Focus on materialism (stuff, body, job, identification with worldly roles and responsibilities)
- Electromagnetic influences, technology, TV, news, bad news, etc.
- Chemicals in food, water, air (Colgate tootpaste, fluoride effects on Pineal)
The “Powers that Were” are (important change in phrase):
- Very insecure, look at the systems they use to maintain control – manifestation of their truth, their reality, but it doesn´t align with nature or the cosmos
- They are afraid of our power - scared shitless that we will access our true power – game over!!
- As suggested by the Andromedans, that we are “Gods”, that have somehow fallen into a trance and the “powers that were” have been vampiring off of this high level energy (Disney – the little mermaid)
What do we do? – How do we awaken?
- Meditate - enjoy the silence of your Self
- Spend time in nature
- Breathe – consciously, deeply, whenever we remember
- Follow guidance of feelings – follow your bliss
- Gather, surround yourself with other higher vibrational people
- Trust God (Source, the One, All That Is)
- Pray
- Seek God, know that All is in perfect order – try to find this feeling place
- Know that your final destination is God
- At least 51% “service to others – but likely much more, whatever you can accomplish
- Know that the Cosmos is “ever expanding possibilities” – Fact is Stranger than Fiction
- Have FUN!!!!
- De-program, from family, society, the collective dream of pain and suffering
- Seek God.
- Love One Another – 2 Commandments from Jesus, Love God with all your being, and love your neighbor as yourself. – assumes you LOVE YOURSELF!
- Seek the Truth
- Refine discernment
- Find and listen to your inner voice
The Gaia, or Earth Connection – we need to tap into this energy, and share our love.
- Gaia, an important aspect of awakening is connection to the Earth, that is where much of our power, our “Divine Light” is transferred from. Enters our bodies from our feet – you can learn about the process from “Our Star Power” extracted from the Law of One Series.
- The earth is reported to already be at 4D and she wants us to evolve with her.
The Human world “reality” does not match up with the harmony of nature/Cosmos. Seek the truth teachings of Love. See the old “reality” for what it was, so you can extract yourself, and recognize when it is trying to pull you down into lower vibrational energies.
Remembering / Education / Awakening – starting resources
- When Love Guides Your Thoughts, Andrew Skadberg, (Solomon)
- The Science of Getting Rich, Wallace D. Wattles
- There is a thinking stuff from which all things are made, and which, in its original state, permeates, penetrates, and fills the interspaces of the universe.
- A thought, in this substance, Produces the thing that is imaged by the thought.
- Man can form things in his thought, and, by impressing his thought upon formless substance, can cause the thing he thinks about to be created.
- Starseed Transmissions, Ken Carey
- Law of One Series, L/L Research
- Defending Sacred Ground, Alex Collier, Andromedan
- The Practice, and The 4th “R” - both in The Global Citizenship Passport by Desmond Green
- Cracking the Money Bands, Metatron
- Paramahansa Yogananda, Autobiography of a Yogi - Chapter on Sri Yuketswar´s return – 3 level nature
- Living from the Heart, James – Wingmakers
- Our Star Power – extracted from the Law of One Series
- Breath as a Single Solution – Wingmakers (Living from the Heart)
- Extracted exercises from the Law of One Series
Extra Terrestrial (ET), Other worlds, contacts, etc.
- Iarga
- Return of the Light
- Thiaoooba Prophecy
- The Day After Roswell, Corso
Recommended FREE Videos
David Wilcock – Event Horizon – 4 parts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEyqT2_ricA
Delores Cannon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihH0L_bffAA
David Wilcock interview with Graham Hancock
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvNEVvHgOOY
David Icke interview with Project Avalon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7WTxb-Oe7s&feature=related
The Day Before Disclosure
http://www.thedaybeforedisclosure.com/index.html
They Live – John Carpenter
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-9005367754264973286#
Other recommended books
- Bhagavad Gita
- Other´s inspirational books, just a few listed here.
o Conversations with God – Neal Donald Walsch
o Wayne Dwyer - audio book - Change Your Thoughts Change Your Life - interpretation of the Tao De Ching, by Lao Tsu
o You Can Heal Your Life, Louise Hay
o Books About Edgar Cayce.
o The Teachings of Abraham, Jerry and Ester Hicks
o Autobiography of a Yogi, Paramahansa Yogananda
o Think and Grow Rich, Napoleon Hill
o Seven Spiritual Laws of Success, Depak Chopra
o The Law of Success, Paramahansa Yogananda
Other Resources
David Wilcock (I highly recommend this) www.divinecosmos.com
L/L Research – Law of One Series http://www.llresearch.org/home.aspx
Whistle Blowers, etc. www.projectcamelot.org (be careful with this one)
Crop Circles - http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/index2.html
Disclosure Project, to get US government to disclose ET records http://www.disclosureproject.org/
Wingmakers - http://www.wingmakers.com/
Andy´s stuff
My Blog - www.13LightMessages.blogspot.com
Global Breath Consciousness Institute - Jamaica project
Vision Excelerator - Business, Idea incubator
Rural Innovation Institute - New Digital University - Experiential Education
QC Collective - local, creative arts and crafts, consignment shop using a cooperative model
Experience Co-Evolution Group - expert consulting team for tourism and economic development
Fun Movies to Watch, in the mainstream, which point to Higher Awareness
- Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
- Tron
- The Matrix
- What the Bleep do we know
- Star Trek Series
- Star Wars
- Many Disney movies have hidden signs and messages that point to the truth in some form or fashion.
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Waking up the World - Osho, & Golden Law
I saw this message and it triggered a certain knowing ever since I had an experience 30 years ago, where I realized all humanity is really just ONE - one collective being that lives in synergistic harmony with this beautiful spirit named Gaia. Here you can read the blog relating my experience from 1979 - Thirty Years to Tell this Story.
I shared this with Tom, and a short dialog began. He had shared with me this idea that the basis of our being we are animals. Here is what he sent me, as a summary of this discussion we have been having over the last few weeks: "We have been given the ability to know and contemplate upon ourselves, and do we see the world through the eyes of the animal or God. Hence, Be still and know I am GOD".
But today I was contemplating this idea, the simplicity of Osho´s message. How do we move from the distractions, the complicatedness of the world. It is so easy to get distracted and pulled away from moving in the direction that Osho suggests.
Here was what I came across today that I sent to Tom.
Hi Tom,
Osho´s message has been in the back of my mind. It is really very simple. We are animals that have an opportunity to awake, and the end goal is to live as one global community.
The interesting thing for me is that in 2008 when I traveled to the U.S. and had to go through Mexico, it really struck me the boundaries that we have created. The security check points are really kind of bizaare. I wondered why light would have to go through check points (science proves that everything is light energy by the way).
I got the book 1984 (never read it before) from the Colombian national library yesterday (Apr. 13, 2010). It´s funny, the first sentence of the book is "I was a bright cold day in April and the clocks were striking thirteen." hehe
But really the quote I wanted to share with you I read this morning:
"The girl with the dark hair was coming toward him across the field. With what seemed a single movement she tore off her clothes and flung them disdainfully aside. Her body was white and smooth, but it aroused not desire in him; indeed, he barely loooked at it. What overwhelmed him in that instant was admiration for the gesture with which she had thrown her clothes aside. With its grace and carelessness it seemed to annihilate a whole culture, a whole system of thoughts as though Big Brother and the Party and the Thought Police could all be swept into nothingness by a single splendid movement of the arm. That too was a gesture belonging to the ancient time. Winston woke up with the word "Shakespeare" on his lips.!
Could it be so simple to shrug off all of the "trauma", drama, pain and suffering?
I don´t know why I felt compelled to share this you, maybe I will find out. In any case, as the king in the movie Amadeus always said "Well, there you have it.
End of my message to Tom . . .
As I was writing this message I had an insight that I might have touched on this previously in a couple of blogs that I wrote.
As a possible solution, the way to move in the direction we need to go I think is really wrapped up in the Golden Rule. Fairly recently I wrote two blogs on this How do we simplify this model? and How to Live
Blessings to All!
Andy
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
The Temple

Last night I had really intense dreams about a message. I had received an email or something I was trying to solve some sort of puzzle, to decipher the greater meaning of the message. In my sleep I was reminded that I was supposed to be cryptologist when I was in the Air Force (I only was in 9 months - hehe). But in the dream I knew I could figure it out. I woke up at 5:45 to take Juanjo to school but hadn´t solved the riddle. But when I came back to lay down a little while with Benjamin, I got a very clear message "The Temple". I also knew that I could find validation in the Bible so I did a quick search and here is part of what I found.
1 Corinthians 3:16 Do you not know that you are a temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you?
John 2:21 But He was speaking of the temple of His body....
Romans 14:7 For not one of us lives for himself, and not one dies for himself;
1 Corinthians 6:3 Do you not know that we will judge angels? How much more matters of this life?
2 Corinthians 6:16 Or what agreement has the temple of God with idols? For we are the temple of the living God; just as God said, "I WILL DWELL IN THEM AND WALK AMONG THEM; AND I WILL BE THEIR GOD, AND THEY SHALL BE MY PEOPLE.
"We are physical - Spirit becoming conscious of this through our experiences" - Desmond Green
Blessings to All
Andy
Friday, April 9, 2010
Poems and The Truth

The Message
waiting . . .
waiting . . .
waiting . . .
breath . . .
waiting . . .
waiting . . .
hmmm
We Know
Let´s stop fooling ourselves
we know what we are doing
No Title
This voice in my head
I can´t hear it
It´s not you or me
But it’s the One
I need to listen
I know it´s there
It´s the key to my salvation
New Light
Shades of antiquity
Shelter our thoughts
Chaining us to shadowy reflections
of life at another time
Each day new light shines
The Truth
Why does the truth scare us so much? It is the only thing that exists. It is unavoidable. Undeniable. It is going to get us in the end. So why resist?
Ultimately the true truth is unknowable. Because it is One with God. And yet our only task, ultimately is to seek the truth, accept the truth and be the truth as we understand it. In fact, that is what is always happening any way. But we don´t have to live an ignorant truth. We can seek. That is the most sublime and fulfilling task that we can pursue, accomplish. The truth is Love. And then it is not. But to know the truth of Love as Jesus taught, or even a small portion, is to glimpse the Divine unknowable. The truth is relative, and it is not. The truth is achievable and it is not. For once we have reached the truth, there will be a new truth, and this process goes on into infinity. At least until the day when we emerge, or re-merge with our Source, Our God, the One.
It is the longest journey we can ever take. And yet is closer than the smallest atom. Because we are immersed in the truth. But we will not know the truth as I share these words on this page. Words never explain any more than to be a guide. A roadmap. And the experience becomes itself in process, and from that we have an opportunity to experience the truth, in relative terms.
But to be mindful of this, to be conscious is the most wonderous experience. Because then we can drop all of our worries, woes, plans, intrigues and embarrassments and just tell it like it is. We can just tell people what happened, what is happening, or how we see it, honestly.
True freedom, wonder, glory, adventure emerge from the sincere attempt. But we cannot depend on our mind to guide us in this. We must also be wanting to open a channel to our heart. Because as I have pursued this process, only recently becoming conscious that I should align myself with the pursuit of truth, have I really validated this sense that the path to truth is through my own heart. The truth for me today, is that there is only one path to God, and I believe that Jesus was and is trying to convince me of this, and that path is through my own heart. And each other person´s path is through their hearts.
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