Wednesday, December 31, 2014

2014 End of Year Insights

Insights 12/31/14

“We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.”

    1)      HOME     2)    HCDC (Brief, Pdf Chapter)     3)    Renewal Resort (Pdf, starting page 50)

Technology Platform –
-          Access to good stuff, education, sharing
-          Inspire people to go out to nature and to be of service
o   Connect with nature and onself
o   Decompress, recover, remove entities
-          Micoy, virtual experiences, classroom
-          Travel, go places, connect with people
-          Technology can connect the network, span/cross geo-political boundaries
o   Sharing                 o    Exchanging
o   Connecting         o    Growing
-          Outside of limiting beliefs, traditions, regulations, filters

      Unlearn - Replace WIFME (What’s in it for me, or family) – erase boundaries, imaginary differences and
sense of separation

Personalize/Know Thy Self - Be Coming  Light Star Study Group

We are moving from “Red” to “Green”? literally

Saturday, December 27, 2014


BREATH MASS = DIVINE LOVE = BLACK HOLE drawing everything to us.

Some believe that the unseen creator of galaxies and everything are black holes.

By us becoming the dense, more massive force through breath consciousness we actually attract the rest of the world to us, not just imagine or hope love is going to change the world. We are the density. Simply one breath at a time. Just hold station my friend, everything is racing towards us, faster than the speed of light. This my middle son Joshua told me when he was 5 "Gravity is the fastest thing in the universe." I just woke up with Shiloh crowding me off the edge of the bed and this was what I Desmond is referring to about Breath Mass.



Thursday, December 25, 2014

Christmas 2014 Synchronicities

On Christmas day, I had spent the morning with Lincoln. I exchanged no gifts, I didn't participate in the festivities. Lincoln had been sick for awhile so my excuse not to go upstairs was that I was with Lincoln and feeling poorly myself.

After a peaceful, relaxing time with Lincoln I decided to "work on my gift for the world." I have been outlining and gathering information about the new education platform for E1G for a few weeks, drawing from various resources, journaling, contemplating, organizing. So, as I was working on this on Christmas Day I was reflecting on the fact that Greg Miller had sent me an email of his and my first email exchange which made reference to "camps" - (prior radio program Dec. 20th). Then, that night I dreamed of camps too. So, I was reflecting on this as I was writing notes in my journal and then experienced a whole series of synchronistic messages/signs, especially around Shiloh playing with her new Christmas toys.

I will try to recreate the experience, session in this blog. It was an amazing array of powerful, totally integrated, complimentary messages coming from the TV, and various objects that Shiloh was presenting to me, or playing with. It spins around the themes of "dreams", "endless possibilities" "hexagram/honey combs", bees and catepillars. I will make references to other sources that are complimentary to this process, or the resources/people that appear to be a part of this emerging opportunity.

Here is my journal entry

Merry Breath Mass
Merry Breath Mass
Merry Breath Mass

- $   Flexx     E1G ----> is the catalyst
- Self Awareness - The Practice & the 1st "R"
- Exp. Ed.  --  Bob Windt, Steve Simpson
- Added Value
   -  opportunities for connecting with lots of alternative content
       - ND Marketplace for kids
       - Linda Smarzik
       - Nicole Schmitt
       - people earning through viewing
           - Greg Miller's example Seattle, homeless man earning bitcoin
                - camp
                - dreamed about - purchasing 4H, Church camps that are now coming on the market
           - Richards example, guy proposing people earning from creating and partaking of content
                 - Wingmakers

- Rewards (other, Service, internal fullfillment
    - What Motivates Us (See RSAnimate)

This is when the synchronicities started to hit

Greg's message included my quote from Desmond and our conversations "Age of Experientialism"

     - Gunsmoke "Christmas" show was on with the old cross-eyed guy who enticed them to run away from the church. One scene they were riding on a train. I wasn't watching directly, but this reminded me of Bob, and that kids don't seem to be able to experience "adventure" anymore. Although the old guy appeared to be a bad influence, one of the kids was sick, and he had to take them back. I was only watching the show tangentially. Jodie Foster was one of the kids.

Then the number 3333 showed up on a commercial

These ideas were going through my mind

- Greg was proposing "camps" on Ecademy, that I had made contact with him (see message below).
- kids, sense of adventure
- old church camps coming up for sale, going defunct
- I dreamed about buying them

- Steve Simpson Camp Jubilee (Madrid) -
    Steve is possibly the premier expert on Experiential Education.
    He is part owner of publishing company)
    - Night hike
    - Challenge courses
    - Adventure
    - Bob Windt's model (free play, learning science/physics, etc.)

- 888 commercial
- E1G - Camps - Experiential Learning/Pacifica - Caterpillar mobile classroom

Right when I was journaling about this Shiloh hands me one of her presents, still in the box
"Caterpillar Shape Sorter" - 13 Piece Puzzle with Endless Possibilities (I often use puzzle in my work)

(I left a message for Greg, to touch base, then called Mark - the messages 13 minutes apart)

Shiloh was also playing with a little bee (honey comb) Hive, Guillermo made millions $ with "bee's wax bleaching business until hurricane Andrew wiped the bees out in 1995 - added while typing up, see below)

The Caterpillar puzzle features the hexagram which is the symbol of EndlessOne Global

               "Endless Possibilities"  - wonderful video produced by Scobie Ryder, E1G Ambassador

Then Shiloh threw a ball with hexagrams on it. (Black was the word showing when she threw it, which I thought was interesting with the marches going on in many US cities) - the ball has stars and a spiral on it too.

I began to tell Sarah about this experience and was going to say "There is no extra cost to dreaming big" and when I looked toward the kitchen as saw the word "Dreams", it was attached to this Christmas gift that Sarah got from Jasmine and Paul

The Gunsmoke show really had an amazing message, in the end the scruffly guy ended up being the hero and the message was to set the various characters free of the dogma, constraints of the church.

Additional references

Greg's message sent on Dec. 24th, 2014

From: Andrew Skadberg []
Sent: Friday, September 05, 2008 11:50 AM
Subject: Ecademy posting

Hi Gregory,

I saw your thoughtful posting at the Clean Tech club. Unfortunately they changed their policy for non paying members so I couldn't send a message to you from there. I was intrigued by your message and idea to create a camp. I think there may be synergies. I could go on and on about the need for education, but I guess I should just make the connection.

Warm regards,

- "The Great Adventure is Here!!! - The Age of Experientialism - Join Us Today!!!"

Breathe . . . .Consciously!
Desmond Green - Greening the World


Andrew Skadberg, Ph.D.
Solomon Source Consulting
Armenia, Colombia
576-749-7092 (Home)
576-300-653-1950 (cell)

Additional connections, experiences with Camps, and especially the area around the Des Moines River Valley, Ledges State Park, etc.

- 1972 (then I remembered my experience with my appendix in 1972 when I nearly died,
- it is also near the Ledges State Park, I remember going to a great little AA gathering 1983?, it was where I used to love to ride motorcycles "Motts" and also where Mark and I had the incredible nature experience with the Beaver the Owl and the Dog - I added these later references as I was typing up this entry) There are other references, the train tressel, my snow mobiling excursion because I did good with newspapers, the kegger parties) Something about the Des Moines River valley and the Ledges.
- My "camp" experiences were further developed with Steve Simpson with my Leisure Studies. We did a class "night hike", a very memorable experience and I also helped him with "Camp Jubilee" in 1988.

Guillermo made a lot of money with his company Bleaching International, bleaching bee's wax. He started the company in his kitchen in Florida. It was very successful until Hurricane Andrew wiped out the bees in 1995. Again the hexagram

Monday, December 1, 2014

Breath of God -31 Bible passages

Quotations from the Bible on the Breath

We literally are emanations of the higher energetic realms of Spirit which comes to us via our breath.
Breath Consciousness and proper breathing is the key to healing all ills. It is not an intellectual excercise because the intellect cannot comprehend and wants to maintain dominance. Einstein said "you cannot solve the problems with the thinking you used when they were created." Thinking, based upon shallow breathing, has created all of the ills we see in the world and with people. Proper breathing, physically and using our conscious thinking mind to appreciate our first gift from God, will be what saves us. And it is in process because God has not forgotten us. My take is to Breathe Deeply, Consciously and Appreciatingly and enter into the Reverence for Life mode of living.

John 20:21-22
So Jesus said to them again, "Peace be with you; as the Father has sent Me, I also send you." And when He had said this, He breathed on them and said to them, "Receive the Holy Spirit

Psalms 33:6
By the word of the LORD the heavens were made, And by the breath of His mouth all their host.

Genesis 1:2
The earth was formless and void, and darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was moving over the surface of the waters.

Job 26:13
"By His breath the heavens are cleared; His hand has pierced the fleeing serpent.

Job 33:4
"The Spirit of God has made me, And the breath of the Almighty gives me life.

Job 32:8
"But it is a spirit in man, And the breath of the Almighty gives them understanding.

John 14:26
"But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all that I said to you.

John 16:13-15
"But when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all the truth; for He will not speak on His own initiative, but whatever He hears, He will speak; and He will disclose to you what is to come. "He will glorify Me, for He will take of Mine and will disclose it to you. "All things that the Father has are Mine; therefore I said that He takes of Mine and will disclose it to you.

2 Timothy 3:16-17
All Scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness; so that the man of God may be adequate, equipped for every good work.

2 Peter 1:20-21
But know this first of all, that no prophecy of Scripture is a matter of one's own interpretation, for no prophecy was ever made by an act of human will, but men moved by the Holy Spirit spoke from God.

Ezekiel 37:4-14
Again He said to me, "Prophesy over these bones and say to them, 'O dry bones, hear the word of the LORD.' "Thus says the Lord GOD to these bones, 'Behold, I will cause breath to enter you that you may come to life. 'I will put sinews on you, make flesh grow back on you, cover you with skin and put breath in you that you may come alive; and you will know that I am the LORD.'" read more.

John 3:5-8
Jesus answered, "Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. "That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. "Do not be amazed that I said to you, 'You must be born again.' read more.

1 Thessalonians 1:4-5
knowing, brethren beloved by God, His choice of you; for our gospel did not come to you in word only, but also in power and in the Holy Spirit and with full conviction; just as you know what kind of men we proved to be among you for your sake.

Titus 3:5
He saved us, not on the basis of deeds which we have done in righteousness, but according to His mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewing by the Holy Spirit,

Acts 2:1-4
When the day of Pentecost had come, they were all together in one place. And suddenly there came from heaven a noise like a violent rushing wind, and it filled the whole house where they were sitting. And there appeared to them tongues as of fire distributing themselves, and they rested on each one of them. read more.

Isaiah 11:2
The Spirit of the LORD will rest on Him, The spirit of wisdom and understanding, The spirit of counsel and strength, The spirit of knowledge and the fear of the LORD.

Isaiah 61:1
The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me, Because the LORD has anointed me To bring good news to the afflicted; He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, To proclaim liberty to captives And freedom to prisoners;

Joel 2:28-29
"It will come about after this That I will pour out My Spirit on all mankind; And your sons and daughters will prophesy, Your old men will dream dreams, Your young men will see visions. "Even on the male and female servants I will pour out My Spirit in those days.

Acts 1:8
but you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be My witnesses both in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and even to the remotest part of the earth."

2 Thessalonians 2:8
Then that lawless one will be revealed whom the Lord will slay with the breath of His mouth and bring to an end by the appearance of His coming;

Exodus 15:10
"You blew with Your wind, the sea covered them; They sank like lead in the mighty waters.

2 Samuel 22:16
"Then the channels of the sea appeared, The foundations of the world were laid bare By the rebuke of the LORD, At the blast of the breath of His nostrils.

Psalms 18:15
Then the channels of water appeared, And the foundations of the world were laid bare At Your rebuke, O LORD, At the blast of the breath of Your nostrils.

Job 4:9
"By the breath of God they perish, And by the blast of His anger they come to an end.

Job 15:30
"He will not escape from darkness; The flame will wither his shoots, And by the breath of His mouth he will go away.

Isaiah 11:4
But with righteousness He will judge the poor, And decide with fairness for the afflicted of the earth; And He will strike the earth with the rod of His mouth, And with the breath of His lips He will slay the wicked.

Isaiah 40:24
Scarcely have they been planted, Scarcely have they been sown, Scarcely has their stock taken root in the earth, But He merely blows on them, and they wither, And the storm carries them away like stubble.

Isaiah 59:19
So they will fear the name of the LORD from the west And His glory from the rising of the sun, For He will come like a rushing stream Which the wind of the LORD drives.

Ezekiel 21:31
'I will pour out My indignation on you; I will blow on you with the fire of My wrath, and I will give you into the hand of brutal men, skilled in destruction.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Life Knows What IT Is Doing

Life is self organizing and optimizing.

IT knows what it is doing, in spite of my inclination to make comment about how it is doing. IT is going to keep doing and going where it knows to go.

It is evolving a consciousness of ITself through me. What an interesting adventure this has been.

My heart has brought me here and my breath is taking me the rest of the way.

Today's Inspiration - re-definition - EGO

Posted by Andy Skadberg on Tuesday, October 14, 2014 Under: Thought for the Day
In a conversation with Desmond today.

EGO = Exponential Growth Opportunities.

Our growth, and evolution has the fullest support - One Breath.
Life's purpose is to grow itself - to be more loving.

This is the Mission of Self. O = Organization, Opportunities, etc.

Our only job is to fine tune our breath consciousness "tool-set", skills.


"Snuggle your ego"

Life is Self Evolutionary, creating a consciousness of itself.

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Sunday, October 12, 2014

SNUGGLE - how to Transform the world

From the night of October 12, 2014

On Saturday the 11th our car ran out of gas. After we had done a friend a favor. We had just spent $470 on repairs. Also, the gas gauge indicated it had half of a tank of gas so it was very perplexing. The car quit a few times then finally stopped in the street next to the Unity Point Hospital, right where Shiloh was born. Sarah was pretty exasperated, which, at some level was understandable. We had two very tired, crying children in the car with us. But everything turned out great.

Two men in an ambulance helped push the car out of the street. Then I called Tom Chouteau and asked him to bring gas because I was suspect. Then Sarah called Jasmine. Tom brought the gas in about 15 minutes and then Jasmine and Isaiah arrived soon after. The car started right up. Then Jasmine filled the car with gas.

As we left Sarah said, "I guess the lesson is just being able to ask for help." She also realized that "Gratitude" is key. The two messages she derived from this experience. The car is running great and we got a full tank of gas.

Then, during the night, or morning I was dreaming, pretty distinctly. It had something to do with Redmond Jones, going back and forth about how things just always seem to work out. God takes seemingly hopeless situations and creates a beautiful results. It had something to do with communication, what God might say.

"Snuggle" said Sarah right then. I woke up and said "What?" Snuggle with Lincoln she meant.

"Snuggle" I thought to share on Facebook. Will heal the world.

Yesterday, on the 11th, at the park I had a thought if we were more spiritually aware we would not have made all this interesting "stuff". We had to have a huge material bent to see the things we do in the world. There is nothing wrong with the "stuff".

We are physical beings, learning. This is how we learned to play with the material.

This morning woke up with insight. Thoughts run astray/rampant, can cause a lot of issues. Being aware of physical and feeling reactions provides guidance.

Thinking and feeling in harmony, as a team will create the new experience.

Imagination has taken us on a lot of adventures.

Future and past thinking is going where there is no power or an inaccurate thought of reality.

Breath Based - physical Practice will bring back into harmony.

The Moods Channel -

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

The Poet of My Heart

The poet of my heart
arrives at itself
riding on my breath
the stars sliding by
in the quiet night
ride on the waves of my breath
my eyes see the beauty
in all because I breathe
who am I to doubt
that the design
is less than perfect
the tears fall from my eyes
at the joy of love
and also the angst
this world, this life
for me to embrace by breath
and share.

Monday, October 6, 2014

Thomas: On The Forefathers Of His Doubts - Kahlil Gibran

from Jesus the Son of Man by Kahlil Gibran

My grandfather who was a lawyer once said, "Let us observe truth, but only when truth is made manifest unto us."

When Jesus called me I heeded Him, for His command was more potent than my will; yet I kept my counsel.

When He spoke and the others were swayed like branches in the wind, I listened immovable. Yet I loved Him.

Three years ago He left us, a scattered company to sing His name, and to be His witnesses unto the nations.

At that time I was called Thomas the Doubter. The shadow of my grandfather was still upon me, and always I would have truth made manifest.

I would even put my hand in my own wound to feel the blood ere I would believe in my pain.

Now a man who loves with his heart yet holds a doubt in his mind, is but a slave in a galley who sleeps at his oar and dreams of his freedom, till the lash of the master wakes him.

I myself was that slave, and I dreamed of freedom, but the sleep of my grandfather was upon me. My flesh needed the whip of my own day.

Even in the presence of the Nazarene I had closed my eyes to see my hands chained to the oar.

Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother.

Doubt is a foundling unhappy and astray, and though his own mother who gave him birth should find him and enfold him, he would withdraw in caution and in fear.

For Doubt will not know truth till his wounds are healed and restored.

I doubted Jesus until He made Himself manifest to me, and thrust my own hand into His very wounds.

Then indeed I believed, and after that I was rid of my yesterday and the yesterdays of my forefathers.

The dead in me buried their dead; and the living shall live for the Anointed King, even for Him who was the Son of Man.

Yesterday they told me that I must go and utter His name among the Persians and the Hindus.

I shall go. And from this day to my last day, at dawn and at eventide, I shall see my Lord rising in majesty and I shall hear Him speak.

Friday, October 3, 2014

Rachael A Woman Disciple: On Jesus The Vision And The Man

I often wonder whether Jesus was a man of flesh and blood  like ourselves, or a thought without a body, in the mind, or an idea that visits the vision of man.

Often it seems to me that He was but a dream dreamed by the countless men and women at the same time in a sleep deeper than sleep and a dawn more serene than all dawns.

And it seems that in relating the dream, the one to the other, we began to deem it a reality that had indeed come to pass; and in giving it body of our fancy and a voice of our longing we made it a substance of our own substance.

But in truth He was not a dream. We knew Him for three years and beheld Him with our open eyes in the high tide of noon.

We touched His hands, and we followed Him from one place to another. We heard His discourses and witnessed His deeds.

Think you that we were a thought seeking after more thought, or a dream in the region of dreams?

Great events always seem alien to our daily lives, though their nature may be rooted in our nature. But though they appear sudden in their coming and sudden in their passing, their true span is for years and for generations.

Jesus of Nazareth was Himself the Great Event. That man whose father and mother and brothers we know, was Himself a miracle wrought in Judea. Yea, all His own miracles, if placed at His feet, would not rise to the height of His ankles.

And all the rivers of all the years shall not carry away our remembrance of Him. He was a mountain burning in the night, yet He was a soft glow beyond the hills. He was a tempest in the sky, yet He was a murmur in the mist of daybreak.

He was a torrent pouring from the heights to the plains to destroy all things in its path. And He was like the laughter of children.

Every year I had waited for spring to visit this valley. I had waited for the lilies and the cyclamen, and then every year my soul had been saddened within me ; for ever I longed to rejoice with the spring, yet I could not.

But when Jesus came to my seasons He was indeed a spring, and in Him was the promise of all the years to come. He filled my heart with joy; and like the violets I grew, a shy thing, in the light of His coming.

And now the changing seasons of worlds not yet ours shall not erase His loveliness from this our world.

Nay, Jesus was not a phantom, nor a conception of the poets.

He was man like yourself and myself. But only to sight and touch and hearing; in all other ways He was unlike us.

He was a man of joy; and it was upon the path of joy that He met the sorrows of all men. And it was from the high roofs of His sorrows that He beheld the joy of all men.

He saw visions that we did not see, and heard voices that we did not hear; and He spoke as if to invisible multitudes, and ofttimes He spoke through us to races yet unborn.

And Jesus was often alone. He was among us yet not one with us. He was upon the earth, yet He was of the sky. And only in our aloneness may we visit the land of His aloneness.

He loved us with tender love. His heart was a winepress. You and I could approach with a cup and drink therefrom.

One thing I did not use to understand in Jesus: He would make merry with His listeners; He would tell jests and play upon words, and laugh with all the fullness of His heart, even when there were distances in His eyes and sadness in His voice. But I understand now.

I often think of the earth as a woman heavy with her first child. When Jesus was born, He was the first child. And when He died, He was the first man to die.

For did it not appear to you that the earth was stilled on that dark Friday, and the heavens were at war with the heavens?

And felt you not when His face disappeared from our sight as if we were naught but memories in the mist?

Jesus The Son Of Man by Kahlil Gibran. Page 37 of 121
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Our Spiritual/Soul-Growth - who does it?

Who is going to do your "spiritual", soul-growth work for you if you don't? We are not just pinballs in a pinball machine. Of course there is growth that will occur naturally from random experience. However, if one ruminates on the process, occurrences, and contributing factors, and the subsequent learning to be digesting, one will find themselves in the most phenomenal school environment. Between the physical and spiritual, not two but one, blended breath-based reality, one can find an everlasting adventure space within oneself.

Each person is a self contained cosmos. Each representing a diverse aspect of the perfect love from which all come. An eternal avenue for creation, life to discover new aspects, new truths, new perspectives - all contained within each person.

These are only discovered through effort to uncover and digest. Living life as a a habit, a repetitive, simply physical exercise will not reveal what and who we are. Thinking was created to do this, not to try to "figure things out" - there is no figure things out as everything is happening in.

Languaging. Processing. Contemplating. Digesting. These are a few of the tools at our disposal. Repeating the same phrases, thoughts, actions will only disguise life. Life is emergent, active, expansive. Invest some time in the wonder that you are.

Right as I finished this, our kids video came to "Twinkle, twinkle little star, how I wonder what you are?"

Reminded me of the wisdom of the other song that we all know. "Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream."

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Jesus The Son Of Man by Kahlil Gibran. Matthew and about Paul

Jesus The Son Of Man by Kahlil Gibran.

Matthew: The Sermon On The Mount

One harvest day Jesus called us and His other friends to the hills. The earth was fragrant, and like the daughter of a king at her wedding-feast, she wore a ll her jewels. And the sky was her bridegroom.

When we reached the heights Jesus stood still in the grove of the laurels, and He said, "Rest here, quiet your mind and tune your heart, for I have much to tell you."

Then we reclined on the grass, and the summer flowers were all about us, and Jesus sat in our midst.

And Jesus said:

"Blessed are the serene in spirit.

"Blessed are they who are not held by possessions, for they shall be free.

"Blessed are they who remember their pain, and in their pain await their joy.

"Blessed are they who hunger after truth and beauty, for their hunger shall bring bread, and their thirst cool water.

"Blessed are the kindly, for they shall be consoled by their own kindliness.

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall be one with God.

"Blessed are the merciful, for mercy shall be in their portion.

"Blessed are the peacemakers, for their spirit shall dwell above the battle, and they shall turn the potter's field
into a garden.

"Blessed are they who are hunted, for they shall be swift of foot and they shall be winged.

"Rejoice and be joyful, for you have found the kingdom of heaven within you. The singers of old were persecuted when they sang of that kingdom. You too shall be persecuted, and therein lies your honour, therein your reward.

"You are the salt of the earth; should the salt lose its savour wherewith shall the food of man's heart be salted?

"You are the light of the world. Put not that light under a bushel. Let it shine rather from the summit, to those who seek the City of God.

"Think not I came to destroy the laws of the scribes and the Pharisees; for my days among you are numbered and my words are counted, and I have but hours in which to fulfill another law and reveal a new covenant.

"You have been told that you shall not kill, but I say unto you, you shall not be angry without a cause.

"You have been charged by the ancients to bring your calf and your lamb and your dove to the temple, and to slay them upon the altar, that the nostrils of God may feed upon the odour of their fat, and that you may be forgiven your failings.

"But I say unto you, would you give God that which was His own from the beginning; and would you appease Him whose throne is above the silent deep a nd whose arms encircle space?

"Rather, seek out your brother and be reconciled unto him ere you seek the temple; and be a loving giver unto your neighbour. For in the soul of these God has builded a temple that shall not be destroyed, and in their heart He has raised an altar that shall never perish.

"You have been told, an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. But I say unto you: Resist not evil, for resistance is food unto evil and makes it strong. And only the weak would revenge themselves. The strong of soul forgive, and it is honour in the injured to forgive.

"Only the fruitful tree is shaken or stoned for food.

"Be not heedful of the morrow, but rather gaze upon today, for sufficient for today is the miracle thereof.

"Be not over-mindful of yourself when you give but be mindful of the necessity. For every giver himself receives from the Father, and that much more abundantly.

"And give to each according to his need; for the Father gives not salt to the thirsty, nor a stone to the hungry, nor milk to the weaned.

"And give not that which is holy to dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine. For with such gifts you mock them; and they also shall mock your gift, and in their hate would fain destroy you.

"Lay not up for yourselves treasures that corrupt or that thieves may steal away. Lay up rather treasure which shall not corrupt or be stolen, and whose loveliness increases when many eyes behold it. For where your treasure is, your heart is also.

"You have been told that the murderer shall be put to the sword, that the thief shall be crucified, and the harlot stoned. But I say unto you that you are not free from wrongdoing of the murderer and the thief and the harlot, and when they are punished in the body your own spirit is darkened.

"Verily no crime is committed by one man or one woman. All crimes are committed by all. And he who pays the penalty may be breaking a link in the chain that hangs upon your own ankles. Perhaps he is paying with his sorrow the price for your passing joy."

Thus spake Jesus, and it was in my desire to kneel down and worship Him, yet in my shyness I could not move nor speak a word.

But at last I spoke; and I said, "I would pray this moment, yet my tongue is heavy. Teach me to pray."

And Jesus said, "When you would pray, let your longing pronounce the words. It is in my longing now to pray thus:

"Our Father in earth and heaven, sacred is Thy name

Thy will be done with us, even as in space.

Give us of Thy bread sufficient for the day.

In Thy compassion forgive us and enlarge us to forgive one another.

Guide us towards Thee and stretch down Thy hand to us in darkness.

For Thine is the kingdom, and in Thee is our power and our fulfillment."

And it was now evening, and Jesus walked down from the hills, and all of us followed Him. And as I followed I was repeating His prayer, and rememberin g all that He had said;

for I knew that the words that had fallen like flakes that day must set and grow firm like crystals, and that wings that had fluttered above our heads were to beat the earth like iron hoofs.

I guess the following is where the Truth of Jesus began to become the beginning of our current chapter of worldly experience.

Saba Of Antioch: On Saul Of Tarsus

This day I heard Saul of Tarsus preaching the Christ unto the Jews of this city.

He calls himself Paul now, the apostle to the Gentiles.

I knew him in my youth, and in those days he persecuted the friends of the Nazarene. Well do I remember his satisfaction when his fellows stoned the radiant youth called Stephen.

This Paul is indeed a strange man. His souls is not the soul of a free man.

At times he seems like an animal in the forest, hunted and wounded, seeking a cave wherein he would hide his pain from the world.

He speaks not of Jesus, nor does he repeat His words. He preaches the Messiah whom the prophets of old had foretold.

And though he himself is a learned Jew he addresses his fellow Jews in Greek; and his Greek is halting, and he ill chooses his words.

But he is a man of hidden powers and his presence is affirmed by those who gather around him. And at times he assures them of what he himself is not assured.

We who knew Jesus and heard his discourses say that He taught man how to break the chains of his bondage that he might be free from his yesterdays.

But Paul is forging chains for the man of tomorrow. He would strike with his own hammer upon the anvil in the name of one whom he does not know.

The Nazarene would have us live the hour in passion and ecstasy.

The man of Tarsus would have us be mindful of laws recorded in the ancient books.

Jesus gave His breath to the breathless dead. And in my lone nights I believe and I understand.

When He sat at the board, He told stories that gave happiness to the feasters, and spiced with His joy the
meat and the wine.

But Paul would prescribe our loaf and our cup.

Suffer me not to turn my eyes the other way.

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Tuesday, September 23, 2014

We Share Our Breath

Last night in my dream time I realized we all share our breath with each other. This is the most intimate thing to share.

Also was thinking about the statement "we will follow the truth wherever it leads" - conspiracy TV show (rabbit holes) and Jeff Bezos said about the job of the Washington Post when he took it over.

The truth seeking will lead us to the truth of One Breath. Desmond is there, contemplating.

To deny one's breath is to deny oneself.

There may be temporary, illusory, fleeting satisfaction in other pursuits (like when Mr. Banks comes home for the 1st time in Mary Poppins) but the only sustaining satisfaction can be derived/received from Conscious Deep Breathing and Breath Appreciation. Then, with that as a foundation, operating and creating with Reverence for Life (Albert Schweitzer) as the foundational principle (ethic), program.

Pandoras Box, the "can of worms", etc. are open. The Wizard of Oz's show is coming to an end, but there will be a blaze of glory in the closing of the show - rabbit holes to dig (Pink Floyd, Breathe) and go into galore. (What the bleep do we know.) To center oneself in the Eye of the storm is how one can maintain without being jerked around on a chain. One Breath, is the Eye.

The show will not go on, at least not in the manner we have come to believe is reality possible. Life, peace, harmony and abundance are the order of the day.

An historical reference, my first night meeting Desmond, spent in Jamaica.

Journal entry 4/30/2008: 1:30 am

Pay attention to Desmond. His grasp of consciousness will allow us to tap into the stream of source thought and make a bridge to a new reality. Sort of like in the movie Tron when they are traveling on the light beam that gets disrupted, but they are able to transfer to another.

We do not reach God through our intellect. Our thinking cannot take us the distance. It can get us close but we will be left just a little short of our desired result. Spirit felt, not thought will take us there. Intellect can't allow it does not trust, its domain is control. If we want bliss we must relinquish control and trust an inner nature. It is not about selecting, you are being guided. Intellect must be subdued, trained, mastered before you can make it to your true destination. It is not so much about thinking as it is about feeling. Thinking will keep you trapped. It is elaborate. The more information you receive the more that thought will keep your existence distracted. This other sense, your sixth sense and your feelings are that which guides you to your truth reality. It is only your reality but you will find that it changes everything.

It will be peaceful, relaxed and natural. There is no resistance. You must pay attention but not too much. Relax, allow the flow of consciousness. Intellect will pinch off the flow finally. It served its purpose until this point but it must relinquish command if you hope to go the last mile. If you let it, it will be the most comfortable, enjoyable process. Life is not about control. It is about allowing.

Allowing the abundance that flows from infinite to fulfill and grow you. You are so much more than your accomplishments or possessions. Your relationships serve to guide you through the transitions. Allowing.

Sunday, September 14, 2014

What is happening

 A friend on Facebook posted something about giving truth serum to leaders, and that if we take death out of the picture there is nothing to be afraid of. It inspired this response, which was something I have been pondering as of late. Just hadn't put it into words.

Andy Skadberg Beautiful Sophie Maya - take death out of the "show" and all of our drama looks pretty funny. We don't get this upset when we watch a movie, and we are the movie makers here. And I believe most of us are pretty tired of the weirdness and are ready for something new.

If I bring that NEW into MY experience, INSIDE, and really feel that knowing and joy, there is no way I won't experience it on the outside. That is our joy, to come out of this "apparent" dream.

I used to say as a kid "I like to hit my head against the wall because it feels so good when I stop." When we, collectively, look back on all our sad stories, we will be so happy. They are not sustainable. Life, Love, God did not come here to kill itself. We create, and live all of our experiences so simply, it has escaped us. One Breath at a Time. We can find Joy in each breath. It puts us in the NOW. When we can know, own, love and be happy to own all that we have experienced, felt, perceived, thought, etc., etc. - it is all ours, and we can be joyful for all of it. We, EACH, are the center of creation. One Breath at a Time. My friend, Desmond Green, who introduced me to my breath has dreams that predict the future. He has his whole life and he has been around awhile. He recently called and told me he had a dream where we were having an incredibly joyful party, dancing, cheering, etc. We are very close. The key is to get the mother of all skill-sets. Breath Consciousness. We have been creating with the cart before the horse. It is time to get things in place, knowing we are already in place, and supported by Infinite Love. We always have been, we just weren't told about it. But our experience can show us it is true. It has been so "in our face" we missed it. Even 20,000 times a day.

To have an argument against is a simple test. Blow out all of the air from your body. Then make an argument (without breathing in). Stay stopped breathing. It is simple, doesn't require any analysis. It is happening to us. We are being forced to go through this. Like when a baby is going to be born, there is no "putting it back". And I am sure it is pretty uncomfortable being squeezed like that. But we can know the thing that is behind it knows exactly what is going down. We are supported and going to a very, very wonderful place - right here on Earth.

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Everything in Life Changes . . .

Everything in life changes consciously for the better when . . .
By Desmond D. Green

- You accept it for what it is
- You appreciate what it brings to you
- You give it joyfully what you have to offer
- You can allow it to pass by while standing your own ground
- You can see your reflection in it and benefit from the experience
- You can see it more as playful illusions than as permanent forms
- You can embrace it unconditionally and release it completely
- You can accept it as your creation, without denying its consequences
- You can see it for what it is, allow it to be itself and free it completely to run its course at its own pace, on its own terms
- You can accept yourself unconditionally
- You can love generously
- You have enough self-confidence to treat it as a learning experience

From "Living Psalms"

Monday, August 25, 2014

Some thought posted at Facebook

The breath is "a given" - the "economy" is not. We have the ability to re-purpose how the economy operates. I propose the basis be reverence for life.
Repeating, repeatedly "Eye am my breath". Thank you Creator for this experience. Coming to know myself more and more each day. One breath. One love. One family.
The energies I feel swirling around us all are so AWE'some - love rules. One Breath at a time.
I know everything I need to know. One breath. I, and all that exists, Is within.
You already have everything. You're here.
I have written and organized all of this stuff for a reason. I have been at this for 33 years now. And I know that what Desmond Green has shared is life transformative (ask prisoners in Jamaica who are now free).

We share for free, like the breath. This is good, good stuff. It is yours. It will re-introduce you to your truth, you. I will keep sharing until my last breath here. Please accept my heart, it is all I have to share.
No thing or no body can take this opportunity from you. It will happen and it's gonna be good. Get ready. 
Having fears is the evidence that you are completely supported. Enjoy your fears.
Give your doubt a hug.
Eye am my breath works. I have.
I am here for you and I'm glad you're here for me. It wouldn't be complete. Thank you.
Eye am my sweet, conscious, loving, one breath of absolute abundance now, pulsating, vibrating, and spiraling into exponential potentials forever.

Internal Communication (real, bio-feedback)

I have been repeating the mantra (Eye Am My Breath) a lot, even in my sleep. Desmond said we have to do the work to get bliss (Joseph Campbell "follow your bliss"). Breath Consciousness is the Seal to the "head gasket" to get the power flowing like in a car engine.

This comparison made me think of the extent of attention that has gone into engineering things in this world. Such exacting concerns to make machines, technologies, computers, etc. But then people have not done the same with their own consciousness, their own spiritual development.

A theme for me for some time is "I have to get my consciousness in shape, in the proper stage for effective creation" - like getting the horse before the cart.

Focusing outside of ourselves cannot give adequate feedback from the external.

The external operates with ideas, words, systems like the economy, scarcity, war, disease - it has created the stimuli for our bio-feedback system but we have become de-sensitized to its communication, our feelings.

Our collective culture, at least in the US, laments death and yet people are not really valued, the systems are killing us off but wanting us to just be dramatic and think/feel we are just victims of unseen or controllable effects - the hypocrisy is pretty blatant.

An individual can't get her/his guidance from an outside interpretation. Spiritual evolution is a process of becoming aware and sensitive to the feeling feedback. However if there is too much mental noise and system disharmony then it can be difficult to glean the messages/guidance.

The Practice is the ultimate guide for Self Awareness to become conditioned to the internal bio-mechanisms that guide.

The only ultimate given is the breath. It is the only unknowable, knowable, truth. With it all other givens, experiences are given and supported and sustained.

Macro systems like the economy, government, church, etc., etc. are only pushing people inside - the strife and lack of purchase and dependability put a person on dicey, unstable footing.

Pushing us inside to the eternal truth and sustainability of the breath.

This is our awakening. Digesting the image based creations one breath at a time.

So, the process is actually physical/biological. We are Breathing ourselves into the new consciousness, not thinking ourselves to it. And, it is happening to us, by us, for us - but we can accelerate, or facilitate by our conscious participation. This now is the proper use of our attention, to use the tools at our disposal, such as:

Mantras, such as - "Eye Am My Breath" (any combination, Trust Your Breath has an abundance of phrases, anything that centers you in your breath)

Deep Breathing, play with your breath, conscious breathing (notice, pay attention to it)

New Languaging - becoming aware of what we are saying, to ourselves, to the world and about it (including other selves) - see Trust Your Breath

Contemplations, appreciations - catalog things to be grateful for

Nature connections, observations - nature abounds in the perfection of what supports everything. Nature IS without the questioning or doubt. Observing and experiencing nature reminds us of what supports us too.

Experience processing, engagings - we learn from our experiences, from reviewing, from processing or "digesting" them

Sharing, giving, gifting

Active loving (non-judgment, gratitude for all, especially One Breath) see Love Transcends

The only thing to know - One Breath.

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

One Breath. One Love. One Family.

EndlessOne Global (E1G) is about creating the system for free exchange. The "money" people will tend to get you bogged down into details. The conversation will digress and get lost. E1G does all that the existing system was intended to be utilized for but the point is to get to the "added value" - the benefits and rewards in order to provide the opportunities that so many of us enjoy, to the people and places that have been left out of the current exchange systems. The systems that we have been using work fine, it is just they are not "current" for the whole. They have been "apparently" serving a few special interests.

In a body, like the world human family, which is intimately connected to the material world, you must have adequate circulation. E1G is about getting this economic system and $ circulation to all parts of our collective body. The system works great, we just have to open up the channels to allow flow to parts of our body that have been cut off or left out. The basis for this must be on things like compassion, fairness, openness and love.

"We're all in this together."

But this realization doesn't fully come to be known until one discovers this within each of us. When we connect with who and what we are., through our own process and experience, then we will fully appreciate the statement.

One Breath. One Love. One Family.

Many great teachers have said the same thing in no so many words.

Jesus said "Do unto others as you would have done to you."

This is not a suggestion, or recommendation, a piece of advice or order. It is a statement of how creation works. A statement about the One.

What you do to anything, yourself, or others, you do to it all.

"Love God with all your being." and "Love your neighbor as yourself." (see Realization of Self Love)

In this world, at this time, the loving oneself has been alluded and deluded. Without appreciation of self there can be no appreciation of others or the whole.

People try to resist One Breath. The intellect tries to maintain its duality tyranny. But even the tool of the brain will have to let go and accept the fact that without the first step, our own breath, nothing is accomplished. Logic too must accept this one fact.

Carl Jung said "What you resist, persists."

And while we continue to try to dance around with our experiences, stories, feelings, dramas - the breath, our breath, your breath - persists.

Patiently, lovingly, abundantly supporting you to create whatever you express.

So, the question arises, what kind of life experience, world do you want to contribute to, and be part of?

It has been said "The whole is greater than the sum of its parts."

and you are whole inside another whole that can best be described, in this world as

One Breath. One Love. One Family. One World.

Some time ago I wrote an essay about the concept of refusing to support half of our physical body with the stuff needed for it to continue to thrive, be alive. (see Taking care of the whole person)

"We're all in this together. We have to save ourselves, and each other."

But interestingly there is no "saving" because love, life, our breath already knows what it is doing, and, it is taking us there.

Here are some initial ideas for Our "Remembering"/learning platform

Money = electronic #'s flowing
     free movement
     not stagnant

Education does NOT = indoctrination


Political Ecology - those who are pooling, collecting, hoarding are not "winning" - energy must flow
  - free flowing rivers, energy, love

"When you become like a child you will enter the kingdom."

Children don't know our stories until we convince them that they have to be theirs too. This is how history repeats itself. The subtle "program" that is running with many people in this world we might call "doubt" - essentially a lack of trust that there is an intelligent loving force guiding the progress of all of this.

One Breath. One Love. One Family.

Has been channeled by Desmond Donald Green and Andrew Neil Skadberg

Soon to come, Breath-O-Matics: The Science of One-ness

Typed, verbatim from my journal entry 7/20/2014

Jesus's 2 Truths

Jesus, showed us two truths - "love" and "eternal life". It is not time to bemoan and be sad, that is what the "sad", depressed energies want. They have to be fed to stay alive.

Reflect, grow, process, digest and celebrate your life, your love, our potentialities to bring endings to those things that are passing from the world. We can experience peace, joy and love one conscious deep breath at a time. This message reverberates through all scriptures, movies, healing messages but mostly can be found, literally, moving in and out of our face, 20,000 times a day. This is the first gift of life, appreciate it, embrace it and know without any doubt that you are, absolutely, being supported by infinite love. Learn about Your Self, and how to move into this space at


These days I am checking with my young executives (Shiloh & Lincoln) as to whether I should post comments that judge or criticize anyone or anything. They haven't authorized a single post. I believe this is how I can come to really understand what Jesus meant when he said "When you become like a child you will enter the kingdom." - I don't think he was talking about getting rich and powerful, but understanding that all of the pain and suffering we have learned from this tiny "reality" and the generations, and cultures that have passed before. They know, until we teach them otherwise. They don't come installed with the viruses of lack, fear or doubt. The truth is the cosmos, and everything in it, is being supported and it is not going to stop anytime soon.

Thanks Robin

Robin you left in the same way my sister Laurie did. May the example of your life and your passing be an inspiration to others to live boldly and also learn the greater context of life because there really is no death. Thank you for the huge joy and sensitivity you brought to this world. You were also funnier than shit!

Supported Infinitely

The life force/source that is supporting everything probably knows what it is doing. Contrary to some stories that it was turned over to us and we have failed and should feel guilty, this kind of energy to realize our full potentials is not the best foundation. Trust, love, kindness and reverence for life are the energies to create with. You can know you are fully supported in the now one conscious deep breath at a time. www.reverencefor

The Numbers Game

Has anyone else noticed how numbers seem to rule our lives. Who is setting value & exchange rate? Why number values to everything? Do these numbers contribute to life expansion? I feel we better get a handle on this. I notice my kids aren't scared of these symbols that we created.

Breath Mantra

Eye Am My One, Sweet, Conscious, Cosmic, Infinite, Physical, Spiritual Breath of Absolute Abundance Now, Pulsating, Vibrating, Spiraling Into Exponential Potentials Forever - a mantra for your enjoyment. Get more, and join the fun,

Hug Your Lunatic

An insane mind, operating with a duality program, cannot comprehend ONE. But we are One, breathing, realizing, remembering that we are One Love. Experiencing life on a continuous wave form called the breath, which can only be taken in one at a time. This is the operational unit of the one, which is the proverbial "eye of the needle" we must pass through. We call this Breath Consciousness. It is the current evolutionary step of consciousness that One Awareness is taking us through. The mind will argue, but the heart knows, however, the noise and static in our collective experience "the lunatic" will grasp for your peace and serenity. You enter this space, the Now, One Conscious DEEP Breath at a time. Get your self awareness skill-set at

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Working Out

Everything has always worked out in my life, whether I worried about the future or the past. The painful and challenging experiences taught me the most about being happy and how to love.


"The Confederation of Planets in the Service of the One Infinite Creator has only one important statement. That statement, my friends, as you know is "All things, all of life, all of the creation is part of one original thought."
- Today, I fell into a contemplation about this statement. And I realized the perfection of everything is held together because the first thought must have been "Love". And that love is brought to us now via our breath.

From the Law of One Series via Ra. Channeled through L/L Research.


Yap, Yap, Yapping. Everybody is yapping about something. Our words launch our reality out for us to come back upon us to experience. Which one do you want? It might be good to stop, get centered, and launch your new reality deliberately, and based on loving kindness. Do this easily by connecting with your breath - it is the source of your life and it just wants you to appreciate it and share the best you can. It is ok!

Easy to Be Love

It is easy to BE LOVE, because YOU ARE LOVE!

To Know

To KNOW Golden Heart Energy, my dreamtime insights. Desmond Donald Green called from Jamaica and said this "to know that we know that we know." We KNOW that our next breath is waiting for us.

In the same way we can know our greatest good is just waiting for us to be ready to experience. All that is necessary is for us to enter into this knowing by allowing ourselves to just breathe into it.

Theory of the Universe

March 5, 2014

From my journal yesterday -
I received a fortune cookie "You have at your command the wisdom of the ages". Just as I am reading "Philosophy of Civilization" by Albert Schweitzer. Also, I have been talking to Dan, Desmond, Sid, Rysa, Barbara, etc. and contemplating the simplicity of a theory of the universe.

"Will to Live" is impressed/expressed through us as the Breath. CPR for the world. Peace with-in expressed out, with knowing.

Golden Way = Reverence for Life = Breath Appreciation

Honoring, respecting the Spirit in all Life moving is the Breath. Infinite Intelligence merged with the physical, Christ, experiences itself via the Breath.


When your computer gets all clogged up, and slows you simply "reboot" by pressing a button. Computers are our created metaphor for how we operate too. A dualistic reality. You have a "reboot" too, and when you feel yourself getting wiggy, upset, confused, argumentative - reboot. Say "I Am My Breath" - which connects you to all that you are, and allows yourself to get re-centered in your Universe. You create your life - and everything that you have, do and will experience. Get good with it. It is so awesome. And, we are all in this together.


Today's morning insight ~ Andy Skadberg

Be now.
Be You now.
There is no other time
than now
Appreciate each moment
of the infinitude
as yours
in you
through you
as you breathe
with all of life
you can love.

All Doing It

This is powerful, beautiful and inspiring. From my experience, this is the truth. Another truth, we are awakening to the Fact that everything in existence is the result of ONE BREATH - that is the NOW currency.

"I don't want to live under the pressure that this world is broken and in acute need of fixing. I want to live in the awareness that everything is unfolding and evolving exactly as it should be.
I've been noticing that friends and complete strangers are inspired to write about the same topics at the same times. Their dreams take place in the same localities. And so I cannot ignore the connection and the fact, that I am not here to do it all alone. We are all doing it. All of us. And there is an invisible intelligence at work that orchestrates it all.
So you don't need to have a plan. You don't have to have it all figured out. You only need to do what you feel inspired to do, knowing that others are doing the same, powered by the same source, which knows what it is doing.
The value of what you are saying doesn't lie so much in the information you bring to the world. The value is in the unique way you do it, because you are a unique part of a whole which is conspiring towards the same goal.
As for the goal, there is no way of knowing what it might be. The value lies in the opportunity it gives us to express our individuality and collaborate, so that we can realize how we are all connected, and that we are all one."

Anna Nova

Photo: I don't want to live under the pressure that this world is broken and in acute need of fixing. I want to live in the awareness that everything is unfolding and evolving exactly as it should be.
I've been noticing that friends and complete strangers are inspired to write about the same topics at the same times. Their dreams take place in the same localities. And so I cannot ignore the connection and the fact, that I am not here to do it all alone. We are all doing it. All of us. And there is an invisible intelligence at work that orchestrates it all. 
So you don't need to have a plan. You don't have to have it all figured out. You only need to do what you feel inspired to do, knowing that others are doing the same, powered by the same source, which knows what it is doing.
The value of what you are saying doesn't lie so much in the information you bring to the world. The value is in the unique way you do it, because you are a unique part of a whole which is conspiring towards the same goal.
As for the goal, there is no way of knowing what it might be. The value lies in the opportunity it gives us to express our individuality and collaborate, so that we can realize how we are all connected, and that we are all one.

Anna Nova

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I have what I want

Today I had an insight come to me "when my wants, match up with what I have, then I experience peace, and learn that I already have everything I could ever want."

Challenging myself

From April 22, 2014

Today I challenge myself to avoid complaining, critiquing and speaking about things that I have contrary opinions about. I intend to get before the thoughts, but especially to not speak the words that will create eddies of disharmony. I am going to do my best with this, today. Thank you Love, for this opportunity.

Poor People are Loved Too

To have true empathy, I have had to experience a lot of different situations. Letting go of judgment has been an ongoing process. Poverty is a very challenging situation and not something people should feel ashamed or embarrassed by. In fact these emotions might best be left behind for good. When I was in my 30s I had this nagging notion, even a little fear, that I would go through the gamut. It has happened, but I am still here, happier than ever, knowing that I am always supported by infinite love. I do appreciate my breath, and everything else too. What a wonderful school we are in. Thank you LOVE!

Keys to the Kingdom

I have now realized that I wasn't ready for the "keys to the kingdom", so to speak. Because, I wasn't fully appreciating what I have. To use my gifts in a way that diminishes myself and others, proves I still have to grow. Now I see that I can wait, and trust, that by doing my best to be loving and kind, and appreciate fully what it means to be alive, because I am breathing, then more and more gifts and rewards will be bestowed upon me. There is a vast responsibility that comes with our life, and this consciousness. God will not give us the keys when we are still not ready (like we don't give the keys to a car to a 3 year old). As I focus my intent on being grateful now, and speaking without harshness or judgment, then I am receiving more and more. It is so amazing to just live now.